leila loreto's pov
i ignore samuel. i put my leg and arm around justin to find that, hes sleeping. i get up and change the song. On My Own from Disney's original movie teen beach 2 starts playing. honestly leave me alone dont judge. i will watch disney channel for the rest of my life. ross lynch sings, "without you im on my own, am i gunna be alone, and if it's only me myself and will i be fine" i sit down on the edge of the bed. i finally pick up my phone and respond to samuel.
messages:
leila- whats wrong ?
samuel- i cant stop thinking about you
leila- oh, how do you mean?
samuel- but i dont like you, like that
leila- okay well then what are you thinking then
samuel- maybe i could try
leila- what do you mean samuel?
samuel- maybe we can go on one date
leila- yeah if thats what you want?
samuel- nevermind. you'll never be good enough anyways.
end of conversation.
i just was never gunna be good enough. god damn it, whats wrong with me? was i too fat? too ugly? not slutty enough? i push those thoughts away. samuel doesn't matter, i have justin. or do i? my mind kept rambling until i feel his arm wrap around my waist.
"uh sorry" i whisper. he looks half asleep still. awe what a cutie.
"come lay with me" he says, the sleepiness in his voice evident. i lay on top of him. his arms find their way around my waist. i close my eyes as my favorite song plays.
"it almost feels like it was just a dream, all these memories of you and me" the song ends, and then restarts.
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good enough || s.w
Fanfiction"i gave you all of me , but it still aint enough to make you happy" in which a girl will never feel good enough for the boy of her dreams
