the ice princess lucky one..

flashback 04

Ayesha's POV

Im still looking up...

- flashback 04-

Im a 4th year college student then, when i finally discover this guy who's stalking me, well im not afraid kasi he seems to be friendly, a good looking guy, who wear his sweetest smile!! Nung una di pa ko sigurado basta lagi ko syang nakikita indi naman sya masyadong lumalapit pero enough distance to see me i guess... lagi din sya ang kapartner ko sa mga project.. I confirmed my hatch when my prof assigned us to be the lead role for our play..

Ma'am can i have a minute, i just want to confirm something..

What do you mean miss fernandez?you really are the perfect person for the role..

Yes i accept that ma'am but i can sense something.. did blake ask you for this?? I always wonder why lagi sya ang nakakapartner ko kahit sa ibang subject laging sya para bang laging sinasadya ng pagkakataon, Tapos lagi ko din sya nakikita kung san ako nandun please ma'am i just want a confirmation.. did he ask for this..

Well what can i say, you are smart i know in time youll get to know about it, yes blake ask for this.. you see that guy has a thing for you

that guy has a thing for you

that guy has a thing for...

that guy has a thing...

that guy...

Hay naku ms. fernandez wala ako sa lugar para sabihin sayo kung ano mang nararamdaman nya, maybe you should ask him yourself..

Thanks ma'am you just enlighten me, and i guess youre right i should ask him instead..

I smile with the thought about this guy named blake, well crush ko din sya i must admit kaya nga di ko sya matarayan siguro eto yung sinasabi ni Vie na katapat ko.. my destiny...haha ang layo na agad ng naiisip ko..

Ayesha, magpractice ka na nung piece mo,  thats blake.. katatapos lang nya magpractice whoaa so gwapo!!!

Okay daddy blake.. hahaha

Haha i like that since im your daddy though indi naman ako matanda para maging daddy mo.. i call you my baby!!

What!!?!!

Well ikaw ang nanguna baby yeshy, hala sige na magpractice ka na namimiss ko na ang golden voice mo! =)

Hay naku golden voice ka jan, pero sige po daddy magpractice na po

my piece.. friend of mine

ive known you for so long

you are a friend of mine

but is this all we ever be

i love you then

and i love you still

youre a friend mine

i guess this is all

we ever could be

you tell me things

i never know

you showed me love

you never shown

but deep inside

youll never see

this feeling of emptiness

that makes me feel sad

but then again im glad..

Baby kaya ang daming naiinlove sayo eh, you have a sweet voice, nakakainis lang kasi ung mga lalaking yun halatang may gusto sayo ----->

tinuro nya ung mga guy na ang laki ng ngiti akala mo naman ang ganda ng ngiti nila eh nakita ko na kaya kung sino nagmamay ari ng sweetest smile na gustong gusto ko haha

hay naku hayaan mo nga sila ang papangit nila hahaha

hahahaha halika na baby kain na tayo

Ayoko ng kasabay ka kumain kasi ayaw mo tanggapin ung bayad ko sa food

Ok lang yun baby para makaipon ka, need mo un diba?

Kailan kaya ako mananalo sayo..

All went well, nanalo ung play namin versus other department..naging mas close kami.. parang kami pero hindi..until i found out that he is leaving after graduation..at 2weeks na lang yun..

And yes indi laging masaya ang buhay kasi you wont be that strong enough kung never kang masasaktan..

Blake is it true youre leaving the country after graduation??

Yes Ayesha it is true...

ayesha..

ayesha na lang ang tawag nya sa akin, san napunta ung sweet endearment nya sa akin.. bakit parang ang cold na nya ngayon..

Blake.. may problem ba, okay lang naman yun diba, wala naman dapat magbago di mo naman ako kakalimutan habang nandun ka..tatawagan mo naman ako ng madalas para di kita masyadong mamiss diba??

No Ayesha.. i want you to forget about me.. im sorry dapat di na kita nilapitan di na sana kita pinaasa

di na sana kita pinaasa..

Ayesha just forget about me, i know you can do that you are strong.. im sorry i led you on.. but i know this is for the best kasi ayokong umasa ka pa lalo lang kitang masasaktan..

lalo lang kitang masasaktan..

- end of flashback-

Yeah that was the day.. the reason i believe that love never last.. and yes im afraid kasi baka masaktan na naman ako.. baka maiwan na na naman ako mag isa..

Dont think too much.. i love you and i will never hurt you again..

Please do promise me that blake..

I promise...