the ice princess lucky one..

mama agatha

Ayesha's POV

Una ko munang pinuntahan si mama agatha dito sa bahay nila sa pasig, naisip ko kasi kung si blake agad ang kakausapin ko baka di maging maayos ang lahat...

Ayesha kumusta ang tagal mong nawala? what bring you here???

what brings you here?

what brings you?

okay, i can feel that shes not happy to see me, everything change that fast..i should have known

I came here to say sorry.. for all the pain i cause you----

Yes ayesha, you caused as pain but do you know why?it is because u are so weak you failed us all when you choose to live with your ghost, akala ko matapang ka na after all the trial na naranasan mo, pero sa isang iglap dahil lang sa isang tao na hindi mo naman ganun kakilala umalis ka ng walang paalam ng wala man lang sabisabi...

oo ako talaga ang may kasalanan kasi nagpakatanga ko inunahan ako ng takot na baka masaktan na naman ako.. pero nasaktan pa din ako at nakasakit ako

Mama im sorry----

You believe in her, and leave us all hanging anong gusto mong maramdaman namin i want you to know na kung awa lang ang nararamdaman namin sayo hindi mo kami masasaktan ng ganito, feeling ko im also a failure being your second mother

Mama----

No ayesha listen, nung umalis si blake after your graduation i just taught magiging matapang ka na.. na you can overcome all the challenges na dadating pa sa buhay mo.. sa buhay nyong dalawa ni blake and yet sumuko ka just like that? hindi mo man lang ba naisip yung mararamdaman namin ano bang tingin mo sa amin ayesha?? nasasaktan kami isipin pa lang na mas madali sayong panniwalaan ang ibang tao kesa sa amin na pamilya mo..

T_T

you need to know that sometimes things have to get worse before they can get better.. you need not to run from a problem you need to face it eventhough it might hurt you too bad..

Mama im sorry i hope you can forgive my cowardness, im sorry i failed all of you im sorry i let go when all i need to do is to hold on tighter.. im just too afraid that time, im hurting i dont know what to do

Love is never having to say you are sorry.. we are your family and as your mother never kitang matitiis, i may not be your real mom but i so treat you as my child.. as my baby..

at walang ina na nakakatiis sa anak nya...

mama T_T im really sorry, i promise i do a lot better magiging strong na po ako kahit anong sakit at pagsubok

Yes ayesha you need that because i might forgive you..but not blake sya ang mas nasaktan mo at sya ang pinakanagdusa dito..

Mama tulungan mo po ako i need to win blake again..

Of course.. ;)

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suppose i call you up tonight

and told you that iloveyou.

blakes become miserable the day you left..

and supposed i said

that i wanna come back home

He hated himself for losing you, he kept on blaming him and told us he might not love you much the reason you let go..

and supposed i cried and said

i think i finally learned my lesson

and now blake is someone else he hated everyone including himself and of course...

you.. for letting go without asking for his reason..

and im tired of spending all my time

alone...

if i told you that i have realize

your all i ever wanted

and its killing me to be so far away

would you tell that you love me too

and will we cry together

or will you simply laugh

and say...

Now hindi lang si samantha ang kaagaw mo madami na sila, he become playboy we taught he will never be.. because of the pain he is feeling.. maybe he thought --- to forget you he needs some distraction..

i told you so

i told you so

i told you someday

youll come call you back

and as me to take you in

i told you so

but you have to go

now i found somebody new

and you will never break

my heart in two again...

But i do believe he still love you and he will forever be in love to you..

you just need to be patience....

So heres the plan Ayesha...