the ice princess lucky one..

falling to pieces

- after a year -

Siguro akala nyo kasal na kami and we are happily married at naguumpisa ng gumawa ng babies... well you are absolutely

wrong...

We separate after ko magresign from our company bakit?? Kasi may nalaman akong bagay nung kausap ko na ung boss for my exit interview..she told me something na di ko matanggap

HINDI MO BA NAKIKITA NA AWA LANG ANG DAHILAN KAYA DI KA NILA MAIWAN INCLUDING BLAKES MOM AND DAD KASI GALING KA SA MAHIRAP NA PAMILYA,FOR THEM YOUR JUST A CHARITY KAYA MASWERTE KA PERO WAG MO KAILAN MAN MAIISIP NA MAHAL KA NILA DAHIL YUN ANG NARARAMDAMAN NILA KASI NAAAWA SILA SAYO KAYA DI KA MAIWAN LALO NA NI BLAKE UN NGA LANG HINDI NILA MASABI SAYO ANG TOTOO..

Sino sya para masabi nya un?? blakes godmother at dapat magiging mother in law nya, you see blake and his samantha love each other but because of me, because i cant live all by myself di ako maiwan ni blake diba nga kahit nasa ibang bansa sya inaalagaan pa din ako ng mama nya.. yes awa.. walang kwentang awa yan..

at iyon din ang reason why i just let go without saying goodbye i let go kasi alam ko na di naman sya sa akin sasaya..

Umalis ako sa bhay na inuupahan nila for me at nagpunta ko sa isang probinsya.. di naman nila ko naisip hanapin so i guess natuwa pa sila kasi nawala na ung burden nila.. ayoko ng awa hindi ko naman un kailangan kaya ko naman tumayo mag isa without them.. i can kaya andito ko surviving each day with a heavy heart.. kasi kahit kaya ko masakit pa din coz..im madly in love with him..

im still alive

but im barely breathing

Just praying to god

that i dont believing

coz i got time

ang she got freedom

coz when a heart breaks

no it dont break even

nandito ko sa liblib na bayan ng taytay rizal at yes nagtratrabaho bilang singer sa isang restaurant sa antipolo.. class naman ung restaurant so hindi ako binabastos.. im thankful pa din kasi nakakasurvive ako

what am i supposed to do

when the part of me

was always you

what am i suppose to say

when im all choke up

that your okay

im falling to pieces..

im falling to pieces

and yes im falling to pieces...and i promise

I wont let my heart ruled over my head again...kasi nakakadala na...