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Ayesha' POV

Kararating ko lang ng bahay galing sa gimick namin grabe 2am na pala my pasok pa ko bukas...pero di ako makatulog asar naman talaga!!!

Do you wonder kung ano ibig kong sabihin na gaganti ako?? well i really think na dapat din syang mahirapan maramdaman nya kung anong sakit ung pinaramdam nya sa akin.. he makes me feel special long time ago but he also makes me feel human afterwards..hurting and devastated...

Kaya ayoko ng love iniiwasan ko talaga na mainlove but then god tested my patience binigay nya si blake.. at dahil sa kanya ang dami kong rules na nasira ko at ang pinakamalupit..

I FELL INLOVE WITH HIM...

but he left just saying his sorry..

SORRY..what can his sorry do.. will it remove the pain.. the harted...the fact that no one will ever love me the way i want ti be loved...he already left me eons ago so i cant just accept him and welcome him with a big hug right?

ill make him see that im stronger i dont need him anymore

idont wanna see your face

i dont wanna hear your name

i dont want a thing

just stay away baby...

dont wanna know if your alright

or what your doing with your life

dont wanna hear you say

youll just stay in touch baby...

ill get by just fine

and if your going then darling

goodbye goodbye

dont call me in the middle of the night

no more

dont expect me to be there

dont think that

it will be the way it was before

dont think that i care

im not over you yet

and i dont want to be your friend

i forget we ever met

i forget i ever let

ever let you in to this heart of mine baby

youll just gotta let me be

you gotta keep away from me

cause all i want is just to be free from me baby

dont you come around

and say youll still care about me

just go now go now...

ring ring ring...

calling +6390xxxxxxxx

uhm hello?

baby...

blake!?!

yeah i just want to say goodnight and...

sorry for i didnt handle our relationship right... im sorry i let you down i just taught its for the best...

The best?!?! for whom blake.. the best for you because you only see me as a burden right..

No baby thats not true.. i do love you i know you felt it too.. im madly inlove with you then the reason i got scared i taught being in long distance relationship would be hard for you at baby ayoko ng dagdagan ang problema mo alam ko na madami ka ng problema sa pamilya mo at ayoko na dagdagan pa.. ayoko malamang nasasaktan kita kasi mas doble nun ung sakit na mararamdaman ko yesh im so sorry i got scared.. im sorry

Your sorry cant do anything now.. nasaktan mo na ko mas masakit pa kesa sa inaakala mo alam mo ung feeling na nasa mataas kang building tapos bigla kang nahulog blake... sobrang sakit.. so now babalik ka just saying youre sorry..

in the first place why do you need to go back... okay na eh kahit papano nakaya ko ng mabuhay ng wala ka nasanay na ko...

Kasi never kong ginusto na mabuhay ka ng wala ako.. oo iniwan kita kasi ill believe in us.. na sa dulo ng lahat ng ito tayo pa rin...

Pwes blake.. im sorry to inform you walang tayo at walang magigingvtayo.. i will never allow myself again to fall especially kung sayo din naman..indi na... inding indi na...