"Shawn? What's up with him?" I furrowed my eyebrows and slightly tilted my head.
"When you and him got here, me and Ethan were talking about something, and that something happens to involve you and Shawn" he said with a low voice.
"Gray, just tell me, you're scaring me"
His eyes widened and he quickly apologized.
"No, don't be, it's just a subject that I know you don't like to get deep into"
I'm confused, he needs to tell me now.
"But before I tell you, can you please hug me? I don't want you to leave"
"I'm not planning to-" "please" I sighed, so this is really serious. I wrapped my arms around his waist and he did the same, tighter than I was though.
"I know about your parent's death"
He said. He faced down to me with a sad face, I just blankly stared at him waiting for him to proceed.
"My dad is a detective in the station, he's been trying to figure out your case for god knows how many years, when he came back from work yesterday, I saw a stack of papers on the table, and I saw one with your name on it, I stole it and read it"
"Gray.. what does S-Shawn have to do with this..?" His face had concern written all over it, I knew he really did feel bad.
"The guy they've been looking for doesn't exist. He had a fake identity"
"So, who is it? Grayson, I need you to tell me, please"
"His name is Manuel Mendes, in other words... it's Shawn's dad" I froze off, questions flooded my mind, but I wasn't able to answer any.
I started sobbing into Grayson's chest, he held me close to him giving me that safe feeling he always does.
I wanted to storm out of the room and find him, I wanted to take everything away from him like he did to me.
"Does Shawn know?" I quietly asked him.
"No" "let's keep it that way" "Sarah, I'm so sorry" I nodded and kept crying.
I've never wanted to end my life so bad, knowing that Shawn's dad murdered my parents made me weaker, I don't know why.
I always thought I was a strong person, but now I've finally realized, I'm not. It's painful to finally se reality, and having to face things like they really are.
My name is Sarah Levine, and I'm a weak person who is scared of living life the real way, scared of the people on this planet, scared of being alive.
Soooo it's out, no hate towards Manny, I love that guy, I just needed something to give this story a boost, if you know what I'm talking about.
Anywhale🐳 I'm gonna try to update this story daily, since I'm on winter break, I don't promise anything though🙄
