We walked to the front porch, Ethan took his keys out and opened the door.
"Gray?!" Ethan called, there wasn't a response. "Yo Grayson?!" He sighed and told me to follow him upstairs, as we walked up the stairs, my foot tripped over one of the steps, causing me to fall on my face.
Ethan was 'secretly' laughing as he helped me up, I glared at him and he just shrugged.
I lightly knocked on Grayson's door, after waiting a few seconds, I finally opened the door.
He was cuddling with the covers, his cheek was pressed onto the mattress, he was just wearing his black adidas sweats, he had no shirt on.
I walked over to him and lightly turned his face towards me so he wouldn't wake up, he had dry tears all over his cheeks, I feel so bad for him.
The doorbell rang, Ethan said he would get it.
I'm honestly so exhausted, I kicked my shoes off and grabbed a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie from Grayson's closet, I changed in his bathroom, folded my clothes and placed them next to my shoes.
I gently pulled the covers Gray was cuddling with off him so I could lay there, his eyes squinted a couple times but he didn't wake up, thankfully.
I lied beside him and placed his arm around my body, I hid my head in the crook of his neck and tried to fall asleep.
Let's say I failed at doing that.
The whole time I was trying to fall asleep, bad thoughts kept me awake.
Shawn making out with the girl, hearing Manuel say I had a brother who was never born..
But the thought that definitely hit me the hardest, was Shawn hating me.
Every time I try to talk to him, he either ends the conversation with a peculiar answer or just tells me he has to go.
When I see him he avoids me, he's been doing this for the past few days.
Yesterday I went to a shop to get a few pillows so the twins and I could sleep more comfortably, I spotted him in the living room area, I grabbed the pillows and walked towards him.
But luckily, I saw that he was with a girl before he saw me.
But it wasn't the same girl, it was a different one this time.
She had long ginger hair, she was tall and skinny, she looked like a model.
I wasn't talking to him when there's a girl with him.
The cashier was just across from them, so I had to walk past them, I took my phone out and pretended to be texting as I quickly walked next to them.
I guess Shawn didn't see me, since he was also on his phone.
He's just so weird, one day he annoys the hell out of me, the next day he's the sweetest guy ever, and then he ignores me.
What is wrong with him?
Have you ever had a crush on a guy so out of your league, that when he walks past you he doesn't even say hi, it's like if I was camouflaged into the environment.
