It's Friday evening, I'm alone in my home fixing myself some spaghetti, listening to music and just having some time to myself.
It's been pretty enjoyable.
Shawn texted me earlier today, we didn't talk for long, but it feels nice to receive a message before you actually send it.
The twins are having what I'm guessing is a bro-night, i'm happy they're bonding together.
It's 7:49pm, I'm sitting alone on my couch, eating my gigantic bowl of fettuccini Alfredo, binge watching Netflix.
I guess it's what normal teenagers do.
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The thought of my parents hasn't left my mind since this morning, I went to school, I think I did a pretty decent job today; I also talked to Grayson about online school, I don't usually go, since I didn't grow up going to a real school, so It didn't really stick to me.
So that's been my day, pretty damn boring if you ask me, but It was chill, I guess.
I'm very excited for tomorrow, though. It's something I'm really looking forward to.
I have a really amazing best friend, Grayson is always there for me when my boyfriend isn't, don't get me wrong though, I love Shawn, he's pretty cool, he's just not the most attentive person.
I'd like to see things from his perspective one day, popular, good looking rich kid with everyone following him everywhere he goes, showing everyone his stunning smile and melting hearts.
Having al this free time makes me think a lot, imagine things I'd like to have and analyze what's currently in my life.
I'm pretty sure that's something everybody does, right? I mean, it's not like it's inhuman, we have brains and thoughts, we never stop creating, it's our nature.
THE NEXT DAY
I woke up at exactly 8:14 am, I really did sleep well last night. I really felt good today, I felt happy and gloomy, it's just one of those days you know.
I just find joy in the tiniest things, the fact that my room is clean makes me feel awesome, and knowing there's people that care for me makes my heart race at a faster pace.
I'm happy.
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I finished ironing my last strand of hair, as I heard a loud honk outside.
"COMING!" I yelled. I took my purse, phone and wallet on my way out, I opened the door and locked it once I was outside, I then turned to my left and saw Grayson parked right outside of my home.
"Hey Sarah" said Gray as he waved at me.
"Hello" I answered back. "You ready?" "I sure as hell am" his smile grew big. "Well good, today we're having a good time".
*GRAYSON'S POV*
I honestly can't believe I have to be the one taking her out tonight, don't get me wrong, I'm happy I can, but it saddens me that her boyfriend doesn't appreciate her the way she deserves.
When I hear "Sarah's boyfriend" I picture a great guy, he loves her and protects her, he's always there for her and makes her feel good about herself, he buys her flowers and takes her on random cute dates, he makes her smile and have the best time when they're together.
I turn to her.
Someone.... like me.
Last time I posted a chapter was on August, holy crap. Cliff hanger for you guys, and something I'm sure you saw coming lol, I'm sorry but I had to.
Low key ship though.
I'd like to thank you guys for reading my story even during my inactivity, I remember getting 8 reads per chapter no matter how consistent I was, but my love for writing will always be with me.
It's 1:32 am right now, I think I'll write one more, I'm glad to be back :)
I love you💜
