102 (A Matt Healy Fanfic)

Chapter 15

// I don't wanna be your friend I wanna kiss your neck //

After Matty's speech about self-control and his high ethical morals when it came to me, we decided to go for a walk outside and get some air. Although I appreciated his speech and honesty, somehow knowing what he had told me made me on a constant mission to get him flustered or lose control. We sat down on a bench in the park and started just staring at our surroundings and talking very little. I felt safe and comfortable around him. Suddenly, I got the idea to start testing him though. I moved closer to him so that we were touching, and started drawing patterns with my fingers on his thigh.

He sighed and said "what are you trying to do here Tris?" And started playing with my hair.

I just laughed and slowly started kissing his neck but couldn't for long before he kissed my lips deeply, and started what felt like the longest make out session of my life.

After awhile we were both quite breathless and he said, "would you like to stay over at mine tonight?" Although I wasn't quite sure all that was involved in that, I obliged.

When we got back at first we talked for a bit and tried to watch a movie but ended up getting so distracted by each other that we just ended up kissing again. This time though, things went a bit further and he fingered me. I ended up giving him head which of course sexually frustrated him to no end but made me glad that things were finally progressing physically. When it came time to go to sleep we tried to do a quick goodnight kiss but I ended up rolling on top of him again and tongue-kissing him again.

"That was the longest goodnight kiss I've ever had in my life. What am I going to do with you?" He mumbled.

"You can do whatever you want with me." I said with a laugh. Matty must've not found it as amusing as it sounded in my head, because he immediately started kissing my neck like we were in grade school, two lovers trying to mark each other so that everyone else knew we were together. We finally fell asleep but I woke in the night because I heard Matty mumbling in his sleep. He kept saying things sporadically but some of the phrases were "Tris is my girlfriend" "I'll knock you out if you try to make a move on her again" and "Leave her alone" He woke up suddenly breathing heavily though so I comforted him until he fell back to sleep. Although, he wouldn't tell me what happened in his dream to make him scare like that.

I woke up to a note from him which read:

Went out to grab some breakfast. Be back soon. Also, sorry about your neck.

Xx Matty

Sorry about your neck? Oh god. I walked to the bathroom only to see what looked like a constellation of hickeys on my neck going all the way down to my chest.