Four ♥
(Justin's POV)
That night I dreamed of what happen when I was kicked out past years ago.~•Flashback•~
"Dad please!" I screamed at the top of my lungs as he hit my back with his belt. I couldn't move at all, I was strapped to a chair like always. he threw a fist to my face. "please!"
"S-shut up!" his slurred words and beer sent breath.
Tears streamed from my face, my mom never stood up to say anything. she'd be forced to watch.
And she'd never say anything about it of course. because she'd get hurt, my dad would've pounded her face in for that.~•End of Flashback•~
I dreamed of every time he beat me, then I felt a petite, warm body fall on top of mine. "omg, Justin! I'm sorry I just-"
"It's fine, just... what's wrong?" I sighed, looking at her beautiful brown eyes. Thank god she came in before I started balling from my dream.
" I just.. I was scared.. and I couldn't sleep so I thought.. ya know?" she expected me to know? haha, that's funny. "I don't know actually, but I guess you could.. Uhmm.. lay here with me?" I said in a questioning tone. she bit her lip lightly and nodded, laying herself beside me.
There was a long dead silence.
"Can I tell you something?" she destroyed all of the silence.
"Shoot."
"I didn't want to live. I told you that before.. you said I deserved to live? but why? And don't you dare say I'm cute again. I want a real, true answer." She turned and faced me, both of us now facing each other.
"Maybe I don't tell the truth." I argued.
"Maybe you should tell the truth." She said, looking in my eyes.
"Maybe I don't want to." I said.
"Maybe I don't want to live!" She yelled, her gaze fell off me and she looked down. then I saw her eyes widen. "YOU'RE ONLY IN BOXERS?!" She screamed and jumped out of the bed. "shh, quiet down, god dammit woman." I said, getting up and putting on some sweatpants. "there." I smiled sarcastically. I sighed and saw that she was still in her jeans and t-shirt.
"Do you want something else to wear?" I found myself asking. "I.. Only if you have something." she looked down at the floor. I nodded and got one of my shirts from my dresser. "Here, go dress in the bathroom right there." I threw the shirt at her and she gasped.(Selena's POV)
His shirt landed on my head and I smelt a... soothing smell. I swear I melted right then and there, just as I did when he was kissing my neck earlier. I walked into the bathroom and took off my shirt and bra. I looked in the mirror in front of me for a minute. I'm so ugly that I didn't know how Nick ever dated me either. It how Demi liked me, or how anyone could stand my fat ass. then I heard the door open slightly. "Justin!" I groaned and grabbed his shirt quick and covered my breasts. "Oh, sorry.. I just wanted to see if you were okay, you've been in here for like 10 minutes." he covered his eyes. "really? god, I'm sorry, I'll be out on just a second." I said. he exited the room and closed the door.
I sighed in relief and dropped Justin's shirt on the counter top.
I slid my jeans off slowly, still thinking about why Justin thought I deserved life. Then, after my jeans were past my feet I slipped Justin's shirt on, it went a little above my knees.
I pulled my hair quickly in a messy bun and picked up my clothes from the floor. I opened the door and saw Justin with his hands running through his hair. "uhm.." I tried getting his attention. His head turned to me and he looked at how big the shirt was on me. I saw a small smirk form on his lips. "you look cute, lemme see your clothes." he smiled slightly and I handed him my clothes. he threw them in a bin and laid on his bed. "Wow, you have a lot of tattoos..." I said while staring at his 8 pack.
Ohh fuck me.
"Huh? oh, yeah." He said. "come ob, lay down, get some sleep." He pulled me down beside him and put his hand on my thigh, caressing it lightly with his thumb..
"I never got an answer though." I sighed.(Justin's POV)
There that damn question was again...
"Wanna know why Selena? because I've been through that, but I stopped myself from doing that, and I'm glad. because one you're dead you can't just think 'oh man, I miss a lot of things back in life!' and just come back. It's not fucking possible. And you're young, both of us are.. you really don't know what you were doing at all." I explained calmly but still getting kind if frustrated. she sighed and cuddled closer to me. "thank you." she breathed on my chest. Her arms huddled in close to me.
"You're welcome. are you cold?" I asked, looking at her shivering. "y-yeah." she stuttered. I pulled the blanket up so that it covered her shoulders and down. she smiled lightly and closed her eyes.
I closed my eyes too and kissed her forehead.
"Good night Selena." I wrapped each of my arms around her.
"Goodnight."----------------------------------------------
I'm at my freandddss. I'm not gonna ask any questions really this time. there isn't really anything to ask expect...
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