Lifesaver

Thirty-Three

(Selena's POV)
I ran outside and saw Justin's black car crashed into a tree. "oh my god." I mumbled, covering my mouth as I started walking over. I went to the drivers side and tried to open the door as best as I could. Once it opened and looked at Justin. His nose was bleeding, his eyes were puffy and red, and he had blood gushing from his forehead.

"S-Sel.." he managed to cough out. my eyes watered and my body felt weak, I hated seeing this.

It's all my fault.
I called him when I should've just sucked it up. I could've texted him. I could've met with him the next day and told him about it. This should be me. I should be hurt, not him.

"J-Justin.. Oh my God." I said, tears started dropping down my cheeks. I quickly pulled out my phone and called the ambulance.
I couldn't believe this happened.. everything was going so great and all of the sudden, it was gone.

*•*•*•*•*

I say in the waiting room with my face in my hands. I didn't know how long it had been. This was literally the worst night of my life. I mean, I said it about a lot of night but this one is probably the worst.
Worse than the night Justin and I broke up. Worse than the night my dad left. Worse than any night I've ever had.

It happened so quickly.. I remember at one point I was blushing every five seconds at what Justin said and then I was crying because of how it's all ending..
"Mrs.Bieber?"
I heard them call. I had to lie to them because if I wasn't part of his family than I wasn't allowed to see him, I had to have someone from his family with me..

I stood up, walking over to the lady who had called. She smiled sadly and her eyes showed sorrow.
"Mrs. Bieber, you can see him now."
I nodded as she lead me to the room Justin was in. I saw he wasn't awake and I sighed.

The woman left, leaving me, sleeping Justin, and the doctor.
"You're lucky, ya know that?" He asked.
I looked at him.
"He actually could've died." The doctor said. The sound of Justin... dying? It was just awful. "The-"
"Don't tell me how." I interrupted. the doctor again, pressed his lips together.
"We're going to do more tests tomorrow.." he said awkwardly.

"can you please give me a minute or two?" I asked politely. The doctor gave me a smile and nodded, "Just come out when you're ready." he said. I nodded and he left the room. I automatically bursted. I pulled a green puffy chair next to Justin's bed.

I tried to start funny.. "I had to tell them we were married.. haha." I said, trying to hold everything back. I failed the funny act and started crying lightly..
"God Justin.. I'm so... so sorry." I said, trying not to cry too hard. "It's all my fault. You can't tell me it wasn't because I know it was.. I could've talked to you about it another time, I could've texted you..." i cried quietly while squeezing his hand.
"I need you to wake up Jay.. please.." I said. "You know we both hate hospitals, just hurry up and wake up so we can go home... please." I begged,

(Justin's POV) (surprise bitch)
I despised this.
I hated hospitals. Mostly because doctors lied, 'oh they're fine' the next day 'sorry, they're dead'. It's not that I ever knew anyone that died in a hospital, other than my grandma, but she was old in age. I also hated hospitals because you can't escape sadness. In a hospital everyone is sad.

And when I saw Selena enter the room my heart beat faster than a cheetah. I wanted to jump up and hug her, but I couldn't.. i was stuck.
I couldn't talk, i couldn't move, I couldn't do anything. I hated it.

After the doctor and Selena's talk, the doctor left and Selena started bawling. I hated seeing that. It was awful and I wanted to comfort her but I couldn't.
"I had to tell them we were married.. haha." I heard her say, grabbing my hand. I smiled to myself.. Selena Marie Bieber. Then the cute/funny ended and she let herself out.

"God Justin.. I'm so... so sorry." I heard her sob, it was obvious she was trying to hold herself back.
"It's all my fault. You can't tell me it wasn't because I know it was.. I could've talked to you about it another time, I could've texted you.."

God, it wasn't her fault.. how could she say that? If it was anyone's fault it was mine. She told me to stay at the hotel but I didn't listen. she was looking out for me. I felt her small, cold hand squeeze mine and I felt like crying, myself.

"I need you to wake up Jay.. please.." she cried out, putting her head on my arm. Fucking God, help me.
"You know we both hate hospitals, hurry up and wake up so we can go home... please." She begged, her body shook and she sobbed on my arm. I felt like someone was pouring water on my arm.

"Sel," I tried to talk but she couldn't hear me. Fuck me. I heard her gulp and she wiped her tears with her thumbs, I wish I could do that for her.. And then comfort her, hold her..
"I gotta go Jay, I'll come later.." She said, standing up and putting the chair back.
No! fuck, fuck, fuck.
"I love you.." she said as she walked forward the door.

"Selena." I coughed.

(Selena's POV) (CAUSE I CAN)

"Selena." I heard Justin croak out. My heart skipped a beat. He's awake. i turned my heels quickly and ran over to an awaken Justin. I liked that a lot better.

"Justin!" I squealed. "I thought you wouldn't wake up till tomorrow and-"

"Shh, don't talk." I heard him say. I shot him a confused look and he gave me a weak smile.
"It's my turn." He said. so he did hear what I said?
"You know, it's not your fault.. You warned me-"
"But-"
"My turn Selena, My turn." he interrupted. "I didn't listen and I did this to myself. Don't beat yourself up because of my stupidity. It's not really either of our faults actually, just some random guy in the street." He said, shrugging one shoulder. (a/n: yes, one shoulder.)

I laughed slightly, "What?"
"Yeah, some guy was like, literally waiting for me in the middle of the street." He said laughing lightly.

I stopped, the guy that called..

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Whalep. Yeah..
BTW THIS IS DEDICATED TO jelena097 BECUSE I TOLD HER THAT SHE COULDNT GO TO SLEEP SAD. :)
Be happy babe. Justin's awake now!

And happy new year guys.. mine kinda sucks cause I'm just realizing some stuff and... yeah...

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