Lifesaver

Forty Two

a/n-
"updating this quick? she has no life"
^^ true true.
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two days later

(Justin's POV)
Selena and I had finally been the happiest we'd ever been. I decided to give up looking for the girl who hit Selena, and my brother.
She convinced me to give it up and just focus on what really matters. Which I said, was her, and our future.
I wanted her to go to fancy dinners with me, and sometimes just fast food places. I wanted to go on road trips with her. And do everything to make sure she was happy. I never wanted her to feel alone or like I was ashamed of her. Because i wasn't ashamed of her. I wanted everyone to know how much I loved her. And how much I needed her.
I wanted to marry her. I wanted her to be the mother of my children. And I wanted her to grow old with me. And our house would smell like flowers. And we'd always give our grandkids junk food. And I'd kiss her goodnight every night until the day I would die.

She walked into the room with a small stack of clothing and I smiled. She looked at me and chuckled at my huge smile.
"What's up with you?" She asked, putting away a shirt. God, she looked beautiful doing something so simple. I grew another huge smile.
"I want to marry you."
She dropped the clothing on the floor and turned to me with wide eyes on her face.
"What" she said.
"I want-"
"I know. But why?"
I glanced at her for a second and looked into her gorgeous brown eyes.
"Because I cant imagine any other woman I would want standing in front of me putting away my clothing. Doing stuff that if just so simple." I paused,
" I couldn't imagine loving another woman, Selena. Because you're the one I want. There's no other woman like you. You're so caring yet so care free at times. And you wait until I come to bed to go to sleep. And you don't complain when I'm angry. You give me my space, and you listen when I need you to listen. You're here when I need you.
And I don't need anyone else. I don't want anyone else listening to me, or caring about me. And I don't want any one caring about you or loving you unless it's me."
Her eyes are studying mine as I continue,
"I want you to marry me because I don't want—no, I can't— spend the rest of my life with anyone else in this world but you."
I see the tears on the edge of her bottom lash line. She blinks and a few fall. She said nothing. I tried to read her face but I couldn't tell what she was thinking at all. She stared at me, standing completely still. She licked her lips,
"I've never felt so loved.. in my entire life." She said with a broken voice. I watched her closely. I opened my mouth to say something but she shook her head and put her hand up.
"You." She paused, "You are my strength. You are the reason I wake up in the morning and think positive thoughts. You are.. You are my everything." She said. I felt a smile rise on my lips. I watched her as she gulped and looked down.
"You," she paused again and wipes her cheeks. "You are everything I want. And I need nothing more than you with me." She manages to get out. There's a few moments of silence before I decide I could speak again.
"So..?"
I hear her laugh slightly and push years off of her cheeks with her thumb.
"You want to marry me?" She asked, I nodded as a response. I got up from the bed and walked over to her.
"I want to marry you more than anything."
"Then I guess we're getting married."

I smiled, I grabbed her waist and picked her up.
"Well lucky me. But Now you're stuck." I said, with a giant smile spreading across my face.
"Crap I can't back out now?"
I shake my head and kiss her lips with everything in me. I knew this is what I wanted.

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Selena and I had a lot of fun the rest of the day. We told our parents about the engagement. Mandy wanted to see the ring but i told her that I hadn't got it yet. I remembered smile on her face. She told me that she really liked me. And that she was glad that I hadn't made some huge cliché proposal.
To be quite honest, I hadn't planned to really say anything To Selena this morning at all.

I just had a feeling, and then I knew that it was exactly what I wanted.

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(Selena's POV)
I couldn't believe it. I mean, We were young and all. But as decided we wouldn't get married until maybe a year or two.
We'd already made so many plans for our lives. And honestly? I couldn't wait at all. I was absolutely stoked about my life with Justin.

"So.." I said as Justin and I laid in the bed talking. He raised his eyebrows at me as I traced lines on his chest that was covered with a faded black shirt.
"Are we gonna have children?"
I saw him gulp down a lump in his throat and he blinked a few times.
"I mean.. Definitely not until we get a house and we're married. Which by the way, I do not want a giant wedding."
He sighed in relief, "God, me either. I mean, that's great for some people who are like.. Reaaalllyyy happy. But we are not those people."
I laughed and nodded.

I mean we were no doubt happy with each other and happy about our future. But we were not the people to have some big wedding in a church and our families coming in from everywhere.
I felt Justin watching me.
"But to answer your question, about the kids? Of course. If you really want kids, Selena, I'll give em to you. But like you said, definitely not right now" he said with a slight laugh. I giggled and kissed his cheek.
"I love you Selena soon-to-be Bieber." He said.
"I love you too."

I kissed his cheek and left a few kisses on his jawline and neck.
"Aha, don't do that. Don't tease me now" I heard him say. I giggled and gripped at his shirt before I crashed my lips on his.
"Alright alright." He groaned and flipped my over and I wrapped my arms around his neck, "you're gonna get it now." he smirked and I giggled.
I felt his lips gently press on mine and gradually the kids got more passionate. He made me go crazy, and my mind went blank at times when he kissed me. There was no one id rather have do that to me.

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a/n-
I have no life & I can't sleep very well lately so....
sigh.