Dear Diary...
Our new music video Peek a Boo, along with our new full album Perfect Velvet was released today. We just came back from doing our comeback performance. It's 11 at night, and, yet again, I am the only one to remain awake. It's not that I'm not tired, but I want to train myself to stay up longer. Of course, I am 18, so the restrictions are not applied with practice anymore. So, I just have to get used to long nights and sometimes even restless nights. After hours of practice before the performance, we are continued to be seen as "not good enough" or to "try harder". Sometimes I really wonder why I was so anxious to get in to this entertainment. Ahh.. anyway, this is new for me. Writing in a diary, talking about what I go through each and every day. I wanted to do it when I debuted with Red Velvet, but I have been so busy with trying to be approved by the fans, the media, and the company themselves. I was so happy when they put me with some of the most beautiful of SM. But, now I have to live with trying to stay happy all the time and smiling for the camera. It's a real struggle I tell you, but I'm sure I'll get use to it in the future. For now, I will start off my diary like this. Short and simple. I will probably write more through out the weeks as I get used to writing in this thing. Haha.. anyway, tomorrow will be another day. Wonder what will happen next?
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Dear Diary...
FanficA young girl venturing into the world of an idol, changing her life forever. The inside details of everyday life from the maknae of Red Velvet, Kim Yerim. **This story is sequenced in order. Each diary entry goes along with the chapter that is befor...
