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Justin left me whilst he went to go talk to Tyson. I know Tyson is gonna make up a lie he's smart and manipulating like that, but I'm hoping Justin is clever enough to see through it. honestly I'm Pretty hurt that Justin has put me back down here I mean did last night mean nothing to him? Because it sure meant something to me. Even though I'm not a virgin that was still the first time I have made love and it was so different, I don't know how it was just so passionate and the kissing made it feel like it meant something. See when I had previously had sex it was just a quick fuck and he was not there in the morning, there were no naked cuddles and no kisses involved just a fuck.I don't know how long I have been down here but I heard the door open and Justin walked in, every time I see it's Justin and not Tyson I feel so relieved . Justin looked at me and smiled and I just smiled back he began to walk towards me and sat down next to me on the bed. I didn't know what to say because I didn't know where we stood, like did he just use me for a fuck or what I don't even know.
Finally after what seemed like eternity but was probably only one minuet he broke the silence,"sorry I brought you back down here I just had to sort things out with Tyson." Whys he being so sweet? "It's fine" I simply responded and still wasn't looking at him, but I could feel him looking at me his beautiful brown eyes analysing my face. I shifted and looked down at my hands which were placed in my lap due to the sudden feeling of insecurity filling me making me feel uncomfortable and unworthy. I felt his finger touch the underneath of my chin and pull my face up and facing him. He looked into my eyes as if he was trying to figure out why I was being so quiet.
After a couple of minuets like this he gave up and decided to speak again "what's wrong YN?" I didn't want to tell him because I didn't want it to seem like I was accusing him of not caring or anything and I didn't want to offend him or sound pathetic so I just shook my head and replied "nothing" he didn't look convinced and he obviously wasn't as he shook his head and spoke again "look YN I'm not a mind reader but I know I don't want to see you upset so why don't you just tell me what's wrong?" his voice was so soft I replied trying to talk normally but it came out more like a whisper, "it's pathetic, don't worry." the next thing he done was very unexpected he pushed me back on the bed climbed on top of me and started tickling me. I couldn't stop laughing I'm so ticklish. He stopped for a moment "are you going to tell me yet" he asked with a mischievous grin on his face. I shook my head no and he started tickling me again causing me to burst into another fit of laughter. "STOPP...J-USTIN I...CAN'T...BREATH" i said between fits of laughter. "are you going to tell me yet?" He asked once again, this time I nodded giving into his torture. He rolled over laying very closely next to me in this single bed with his arm under my neck. "soooooo" he said dragging out the O and waiting for my response. "promise not to get mad with me?" I asked before I told him. " I Promise" he spoke sticking out his pinkie. I linked our pinkies and started to talk "I'm going to sound stupid but I was scared that you used me last night I mean I've had sex before but last night was different Justin, it felt different and I was just hoping that it meant as much to you as it did to me."
Once I had finished talking his face came closer to mine and he kissed me. It wasn't a rough kiss it was a slow passionate one. once he pulled away he looked into my eyes "you idiot" he said with a chuckle. "of course it meant something to me I'm in love with you YN YLN" I'm sure my heart skipped a beat I looked at him in compleat shock. I mean do I love him?
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Not Criminal At All. (Jb fanfic)
FanfictionINTRO *y/n* puts on a hard face and is afraid of no one but inside she's insecure and has no one. So what happens when Justin comes along and *y/n* is no longer seen as a threat? Will she also be intimidated by him or will she fight for her title...