Its getting better

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12:47am Tuesday
It's almost the new year and I'm getting better. The darkness has faded to a small part of me. My mind is no longer tormented everyday of my life. I can breathe. But the feeling is still there of emptiness. It's just smaller. The thought of having depression is no longer in my head all the time. I have no need. I can finally smile without questioning its authenticity. I can laugh, and i mean truly laugh. Have fun. But it's those nights where your all alone in your mind when you start to question yourself. The demons come running towards you, and you can't stop it. And then boom you can't feel a thing. But now I know things get better. There's a light at the end of this darkness. I just have to go the right way.
             All my love,
                         Nadia

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