Emotional block

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Dear no one,
I realized today
Or yesterday
Or last week
Or last year,
That I tend to block my feelings out,
But it a hopeless struggle to block out a specific feeling or emotion,
It's like throwing a stone into an endless ocean of emotions and trying to hit something specific,
It's like picking out the perfect shade of blue to match the changing colors of the sunset,
Or trying to shoot a target a thousand miles away when you just learned how to aim,
Blocking out a certain emotion is hard to say the least and sometimes you miss and hit the wrong one,
It's hard, but not impossible
If you throw that stone just right,
or finally find that perfect blue,
or aim just so and hit the target,
You can block out your fear,
Your sadness,
Your anger,
But is it really worth it,
Because In the end you'll have hit everything else in the process and turning them back on is just as hard.

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