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Dear no one,
It sucks,
It fucking sucks,
It feels like standing in a fish bowl, I can't breathe and every sound is dulled,
It's like everyone else can hear me but I can't hear them,
I can't hear myself,
I can't breathe,
I can't see, everything is blurry,
It sucks to be fine and then the world just starts to blur and the tank starts to fill,
I thought I had time, it was coming out as a steady stream before but now it's rushing in like a raging river,
It sucks because I had no warning and now I'm drowning
I can't swim, or I can't remember how to swim,
At this point I'm not sure if I ever new how,
I want to cry,
I want to scream,
I want to run,
I want to feel okay again,
Like before the tank filled to the brim and I forgot how to swim,
I don't remember how I got here,
I don't remember how to leave,
I don't remember how to breathe,
I want to breathe,
I want to feel the air rush into my lungs as I gasp for the slightest bit of air,
I want to be okay again,
Like before the tank filled to the brim and I forgot how to swim,
Can't I just be okay again?
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