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Dear beautiful,
Truth is I've had a crush on you since I was fourteen,
First time I admitted it to myself I cried for over an hour,
Maybe cuz I realized you would never like me back,
At least in the sense that I wanted from you,
Or maybe cuz I knew I would never even open my mouth and try,
I have liked you for quite some time and I've never known how to stop,
Is not just a small little thing,
No,
this is a life crushing,
breath taking,
heart stopping crush,
I've never liked anyone the way I like you,
Truth is I think I've always liked you,
Maybe it was your smile,
Or the way you laughed,
Or just your pretty face,
I had just been denying it for so long,
I didn't realize how much I liked you,
And before I left,
I was starting to love you,
I was falling hopelessly in love with you,
And I didn't think I'd be able to hide it much longer,
But then,
I left,
And things got easier,
I wasn't drowning in you,
Like I wish I was,
Because I could drown in you for eternity and not have a care,
But my feelings started to dwindle,
although,
They are still there,
I don't think I could ever get rid of them,
Does anybody really?
Lose there feelings for their first love,
Cuz you were mine,
And you never even knew it.
How hard it is to love someone so deeply but not retrieve any in return.
-to my unknowing first love
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