Still alive

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Tuesday 8:35 Christmas Eve 2018
Dear no one,
Wooow it's been a trip. Like one big acid trip through life. I've forgotten about this and started to write poemey things I think I'm going to add them to their own little chapters.

Although things do get better they can also get very very worse. My emotions are very unstable is what I've learned in the past year. This feeling of dread and saddens and the feeling of being unwanted and all this stress just builds up over time and then I get bouts of this depression like state. It could last for a couple minutes to a couple months. And that's what sucks so greatly about them is you never know how long their going to last. The only thing pulling me through is a person. They have been so supportive in the darkest times whiteout even knowing it.
This ones short but I'm still here, somehow.
All my love,
Nadia ❣️

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