Drowning

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Dear no one,
What if I just go jump in a river,
pond,
lake,
pool ,
the ocean...
I could let myself sink as I watch the moonlight seep through the surface while drifting to the bottom,
Whether I be roughly pulled out to sea,
or down a river,
or if I sink slowly in a lake,
or a pond,
or the fucking ocean,
It doesn't matter,
I could just let myself sink until I'm ready to breathe..
just one breath is all it takes,
Just one sharp intake of water in the place of air,
It's scary at first ..
frighting,
But once you take that first breath you start realize it's not as scary as you once thought,
It feels like thick air,
Like your breathing but your not,
It's peaceful in a way...
as the water sways you slowly like a lalabaye,
or rocks you harshly like a rollercoaster,
It's all so peaceful in the end as the moonlight and the blurred stars become dark and faded, as you slowly drift into a peaceful sleep that you'll never have to wake up from,
It's all too peaceful as you sink to the bottom of a lake,
or get swept out to sea,
or get roughly thrown down a rushing river,
It's all to peaceful as you let everything go.

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