The Truth.

May 21,2014.

Today, I almost had a panic attack. I thought I was out of my medicine.. Glad I'm not.. If I was, I'm quite scared of what I would do.. Even though I'm sure it doesn't truly work.. Atleast not entirely. Maybe I'm just not trying hard enough...? It's a possibility, everything's a possibility in my world. There's not much to say about today.. I sat home.. Played video games and I suppose I roleplayed. And tea.. I drank tea. I have a strange feeling that I'm becoming my own characters..? I feel as if my characters are actually talking to me.. That or the voices are coming back.. It could be both.. It could be neither? So many different things running through my mind.. I should probably go before I write all this down, wasting your time and contradicting my own self .. That's all I ever seem to do anymore.. These entry's keep getting shorter and shorter whereas my string that holds me to reality is getting longer and longer, throwing me into my own world again.. I'm just scared I won't be welcome.. I left them to fend for themselves.. All the good people of the kingdom... I may have never met it's ruler, but they say she's a bit lost.. A bit crazy,maybe? Completely mad! There is no name to this world.. This.. Reality I've "made up" .. But oh well.. I suppose it doesn't matter.. None of it matters..

Sincerely,

Me.

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