Wills hands are shaking and he's trying his hardest to not break down here in school. He can't take this anymore. His bad dreams are getting worse and worse every single night and Mike, the only one who made the bad dreams disapear, barely talks to him anymore now when eleven is back. " Crazy together" yeah right.
Will hates the smile mike gets on his lips when he talks with eleven and the thing is that a few months ago Will almost started to think that mike liked him, liked him more than just a friend. Every single day will is thinking about that night 4 months ago when Mike put his warm hand on wills own. But then eleven came back and everything changed. Everything. Mike stopped caring for will and it hurt. It still hurts. So here he is, on the lunch, almost crying in front of his 4 friends and eleven. He doesn't want to cry, not in front of mike and not in front of his other friends. They already treat him like a baby.
Mike is holding elevens hand and will is so close to crying now. He feels so jealous and he misses Mike so damn much. Why does he feel this way. He isn't supposed to like boys and certainly not Mike, his best friend since kindergarden.
" you okay will? "Dustin asks and he looks worried.
" yeah i'm fine" will says quiet and looks down at his full plate, he almost can't eat anything without feeling sick anymore. The little boy is so broken.
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i'm so in love ( byler )
Fanficwill is madly in love with the black haired boy and it hurts
