This Greaser Is Gold

Feels Good To Be Back

That next morning, I turned my head over to see Ross laying next to me.

Here we were back in Oklahoma and I'm with him...

I kept thinking of everything bad that could've happened.

What will Asher and Drake think?

How are we going to tell him we decided to make the trip early?

Is Ross going to leave me and say that he had sex with me for fun?

I had sex!

Oh my gosh, I don't even know why I just did that!

I looked over to see Ross smiling in his sleep just to find myself smiling as well.

I like him that's why.

I just don't think when I'm around him, and I don't know if it's a good idea.

I don't think if it's a good idea to do what I did last night but I'm kind of glad I did it.

My stomach did flips as I ran to the bathroom.

This wasn't good at all.

The heat rising up in my body as I began to throw up everything I ate yesterday.

Ross was quickly by my side holding my hair back.

It took about an hour but my stomach finally settled.

I sat on the bed putting my clothes back on and cleaning off my lips.

I muttered to him, "Sorry..."

He looked at me concerned and asked in his British accent, "For what?"

I said, "I'm just sorry you had to see that. It's just I'm used to caring for myself when I'm sick."

He pushed it off and said, "It's no big deal I'll always be here for you."

Then a thought came to me......

What if I'm pregnant?

I looked over at Ross turning ghost white and asked, "Where's the condom?"

He asked, "What?"

I repeated the question adding the following, "You did use one right?"

He looked nervously around the floor for what he claims he did use.

Oh my gosh what if he forgot?!

What if this happens and I become pregnant....I'm such a whore...

I told him, "Before we go visit the Curtis house we need to find out..."

He replied, "Let's load up in my car and go find out."

I nodded my head as I raced into the bathroom and tried making myself look at least presentable.

I better not be pregnant for all it's worth.

He raced to the doctors office not stopping at any red lights.

He had to stop on the side of the road at least twice for a quick release of food from my stomach.

Once we got there, the doctors let us go in first since I was a Soc.

Ross was considered a middle class kind of person but he was with me.

He waited out in the waiting room as I rushed back with a nurse.

I told her everything that happened and said I was stupid and we just weren't thinking straight.

Once coming back after about and hour, she told me, "It came up as negative...your all good."