Raising His Baby

Moving to Fast?

I woke up to Joey holding me and I could hear Jae moving in his crib. I tried to get up but Joey pulled me back down to his chest. I could tell he was still sleeping because of his light snores. His hand started to explore my body and I could feel his member poking me. I wanted to continue where we left off last night, but Jae began to wine and Joey woke up when he heard Jae. When he realized where his hands were he freaked out and apologized. I laughed and went to get Jae. I brought him to the bed with us and he crawled to Joey. I was about to scream when I saw him crawl! We both stared at each other and then moved Jae to the floor so he could crawl more. "Babe I'm the 1st person he crawled to! Let me take a video so I can show mom and dad. They'll be so proud!" He ran to grab his phone and took a video of Jae laughing and crawling. I picked Jae up and gave him tons of kisses. "I can't wait to show them babe. They're going to go nuts and want to visit right away." He gave us both a hug and a kiss and our moment was ruined when I heard his phone go off. I knew he had to go and I wished he could stay longer with us. He answered and walked away so I knew he wouldn't see us for awhile. I continued to watch Jae and tried to listen to his conversation but he went to another room. "Babe you might have to stay home while they're here. I don't want to chance them running into you. They're going to be here for awhile." He looked down while he spoke. I hated hiding our relationship but I was in no position to announce it yet. "I understand." He gave us both a hug and kiss and left.

He had only been gone for an hour and I already missed him. I continued to play with Jae and Joey would text me from time to time but I wanted him here with me. Mama and Papa Tuan called and said they couldn't wait to come see him crawl and would try to come over later. I got on instagram and saw the new pictures Joey posted. He was in all of them. "Jaeyoungie look it's daddy. He lost some weight huh?" I wanted to see him and talk to him, but I was afraid to. I saw the last one of him and Joey. They looked so awkward next to each other, and I was torn because I didn't know who to stare at. I heard the doorbell and got up to see who it was. My face lit up when I saw Mama and Papa Tuan standing there with new toys for Jae. They rushed in and went straight to Jae. "Mark was asking about you again. Would you please just see him." Papa Tuan was practically begging me. "Maybe I miss my best friend." I had so much to say to him, but I'm scared he'll get mad at me. They smiled and continued to play with Jae.

About an hour after they left Joey came over to tell us good night and stayed for a bit. The next few days were the same. We'd wake up, Joey would visit, he'd leave, we'd go outside, and Joey would come see us before we went to sleep. I was waiting or Joey after Jae fell asleep and could not stop thinking of how badly I wanted to have him stay the night again. I smiled when I saw him walk in the house. When he noticed Jae was sleeping he went straight for a kiss and pulled me close to him. He rested his forehead against mine and looked me straight in the eyes. "God I've missed you baby. I can't wait for them to leave. I want to be with you and Jae and give y'all all of my attention." I melted after he said that and pulled him in for another kiss. Things began to get heated and he picked me up and carried me to the counter and placed himself between my legs. I enjoyed his touch and whined when he pulled away. "Damn it they're calling again." He was clearly upset. "You have to leave already?" I tried not to sound disappointed but he could tell I was. "I'm sorry baby. I promise I'll make it up to you when they leave ok? I'll be all yours and you can do whatever you want to me." He winked and I smiled to hide my disappointment. "I understand, you should get going before they call again." He went to give Jae a kiss and came to me and said good bye. I sat in the living room and thought about what just happened when I heard a knock at the door. I jumped up and ran to the door hoping it was Joey. My smile faded when I saw who it was. "So this is where you've been hiding Lyra?"