Raising His Baby

All About Timing

Jinyoung POV

I watched Lyra walk away with Jae to his room. I wanted to follow her but I didn't. "What are you waiting for go to bed!" Jb pushed me up. "Hyung hurry up but don't make another Jae yet." Bambam sneered and I smacked his head. "Don't say that. I want to give her some space. So much has happened and I don't want to overwhelm her." Mark put hand on my shoulder and pushed me forward. "We'll keep Jae tonight so you can have some privacy." I took a deep breath and started walking to the hallway. "Jinyoungah don't be too loud okay." I looked back and sent Jackson a death glare. The light in Jae's room was off with the door slightly cracked. I peeked inside and saw my son sleeping. I smiled and walked to her room.

I took a deep breath and slowly opened the door. She was bent over and moving things on the bed. Her shorts were pushed up, and I couldn't help imagine the things we used to do. "Sorry for the mess. I'm just fixing the bed. Is it weird for you to sleep here with me?" I shook my head and looked at the floor. "No i promise I'll behave." She chuckled and made herself comfortable. I crawled into bed and made sure there was space between us. My heart was pounding and all I wanted was to hold her. Her back was facing me and after about 30 minutes I heard her light snores. I was going to move closer to her when I heard my phone go off. I froze and watched to see if she woke up.
Mark: Good luck! Make tonight count!
I turned to put my phone up and felt her move. She turned to face me and put an arm around me. "Oppa don't leave me. Stay with me please." My heart melted and I couldn't help but smile and return the embrace. "Jagi don't worry I'm here and I won't leave you." I kissed her forehead and watched her sleep. I missed having her by my side. I can't believe we have a son, but I'm happy he's here. It might not be happening how I planned but it's what I want. Lyra pulled me closer and put her face by my neck. I could feel her breath and see down her shirt. She wasn't wearing a bra and I could see her plump soft breast. I wanted to bury my face in them and make love to her. I needed her. I craved her. No one could ever make me feel the way she does. She was always willing to please me in any way and always hungry for more. I put my hand on her waist and let it slowly travel under her shirt. Her skin was just as soft as I remembered. I brushed my finger over her nipple and she moved a little. I snapped out of my trance and retracted my hand. She put her head on my chest and set her hand on my stomach. I tried my best to control myself, but her body was literaly on mine. I decided to leave the room. I dont want to blow any chance I might have with her or make her uncomfortable. While I was making my way to the door I heard her soft voice. "Oppa why are you leaving?" I looked back and saw her rubbing her tired eyes. "I want to stay with you, but I'm afraid I won't keep my hands to myself." She got on her knees and reached out for the hem of my shirt. "Please don't go" I looked into her deep brown eyes and got lost in them for a second. I could tell she really didn't want me to leave so I crawled back in bed with her. She moved closer to me and put the blankets back over us. "Oppa dont move" She cuddled next to me and placed a soft kiss on my neck. I felt so much in that simple kiss and wanted more. She stopped me when I moved and continued to leave kisses on my neck. I couldn't hold back and pulled her face to me. I kissed her and my body felt like it was on fire. Her lips were exactly as I remembered. I pulled her on top of me and made her straddle me. My hands traveled all over her perfect body and her clothes were off in an instant. I massaged her breast and she moaned when my mouth met her nipple. I began to lightly suck on one while I massaged the other. She moved her hips over my aching member and I moved one of my hands to help guide her. Her moans were music to my ears and I nearly lost it when I heard her say my name. I wanted to worship her body and focus on making her feel good. I tasted something sweet and my left hand was wet. I tried to think of what it was and nearly froze when it hit me. It's breast milk! I tried not to freak out because it's natural, but she caught on and pulled away. "I..I..I think thats enough for now." She crawled off of me and tried to cover herself. "Wait it's ok I understand. It's natural love." I tried to move closer but she got further away. "Please I need a minute." I followed her to the bathroom but she wouldn't let me in. "I promise it didn't bother me. It tasted sweet and I liked it." I could hear her groan and tried not to chuckle. "Please Jinyoung just stop it's embarrasing." I was about to speak when we heard Jae crying. I ran out and went straight to his room. "What's wrong son?" Jb was carrying him and trying to soothe him. "I think he's hungry." My face got hot thinking about what just happened with Lyra and Mark entered the room along with Lyra. "What's wrong baby? Mommy's here." Jb passed Jae to her and she began to gently rock him. "I think he's hungry kid." Her face got red after Jb said that and she rushed to her room. Mark came over and shook my shoulder. "Sorry man we really tried." "It's fine I appreciate it." Mark looked at my neck and his eyes widened. "So what happened? Did you do anything?" He raided his brow and I shook my head. "I don't want to talk about it." Jb pushed us out of the room and closed the door so he could sleep, but Mark didn't let it go. "Come on just tell me." "I'd rather not." He blocked my way and stared me down. "Is it really that bad?" "Can you please just drop it hyung?" I was practically begging him but he just shook his head. "Just tell me. I won't tell anyone I promise." I sighed and thought about it. If I tell him she'll kill me, but if I don't he'll kill me. "What happened? It'll be our secret." I sighed again and he looked at me with big pleading eyes. "I accidently drank some breast milk."