Raising His Baby

Reading Time

I was beyond embarrassed. I can't believe I leaked on Jinyoung! I fed Jae and put him to sleep on my bed when he was done eating. I heard Jinyoung come in but I didn't face him. "Goodnight Jagi I'm sorry if I embarrassed you." He gave us both a soft kiss and left. I wanted to tell him to stay. That I wanted him to sleep with us, but I couldn't find my words. After tossing and turning for what felt like hours, sleep finally took over me. When I opened my eyes I saw Jae and Jinyoung playing on the floor. "Omma, ommmma" "Mmmmmm" Jinyoung shook his head and tried to speak slower to Jae. "Omma Jae come on say Omma for mommy." "Mmmm" He put his head down and picked Jae up to face him. "Son please say Omma it will make mommy happy. We want to see mommy smile don't we? Daddy loves it when mommy smiles." He was trying so hard and I was so happy having them with me. "Morning oppa" Jinyoung looked up and gave me a big smile. "Morning Jagi, sleep well?" I nodded and walked to the restroom to wash up. I smelled pancakes and knew the guys were cooking. I rushed down and my mouth watered when I saw the stacks of pancakes on the table. I noticed some books on the table as well and a gift bag. "What's all this?" Jackson faced me with a mouth full and answered me. "We're reading up on infant care." Yugyeom nodded and joined in. "Yeah noona we have to know what to do if anything ever happens." "Plus we want to know when he's going to walk, talk, and eat real food." Bambam put an arm around me and removed it just as fast when he saw Jinyoung enter with Jae. "Come on dad, you got books to read." Youngjae pulled Jinyoung to the sofa and passed him a book. "I got some special ones for you Ly. Open them later though okay?" Mark handed me the gift bag and I peeked inside. "Why do I have to read mine later?" I pulled the book out and wished I waited. Intimacy After Pregnancy. "What is it Jagi?" I shoved it back in and hid my red face. "Nothing" I glared at Mark and he just chuckled. "I told you to wait, and I'll watch Jae after breakfast so you can read it." He winked at me and made his way to the table. After we ate, the boys grabbed a book and began to read. "Hand him over mama and go read." I shook my head and tried to avoid him. "No I don't need to." He cornered me and took Jae. "Come, on just do it." I sighed in defeat and went to my room with my "special" bag.

The book was really interesting and gave me a ton of tips to prepare for the future. I still feel a little self concious around Jinyoung though. Maybe I should start running and working out some more. Jb walked in and brought me back to reality. "Hey is everything okay kiddo?" I nodded and made some room for him. "Yeah why?" "You just seem a little off and different around Jinyoung this morning." He climbed into my bed and sat across from me. "Can I talk to you about something?" He nodded and waited for me to continue. "First promise me you won't laugh." "I won't kiddo I promise." I fumbled with my fingers for a bit before I spoke. "So last night I tried to get a little intimate with Jinyoung... and well... while he was sucking on my chest I started leaking breast milk all over him." I hid my face to hide my embarrassment. "No way really!" I looked up to see Jb hiding his smile. "Yes, it's so embarrassing!" I kept my hands on my face. "Well I can honestly say that has neer happend to me before." I looked up and gave him a quick glare. "Wow thanks!" He chuckled a bit to ease the tension and smiled at me. "Did he say something? Did it bother him?" "No he just continued until I pulled away." I tried to cover myself to hid my embarrassment. "Maybe he liked it. I know y'all used to be kinky back then." I shot him another glare and he laughed again. "I doubt he liked it I probably grossed him out more!!!" "More?" He gave me a look of confusion and waited for my answer. "Look at me! I don't look the same. I've gained some weight and my hips are huge!" Jb just shook his head and raised a brow at me. "Don't be grossed out with what I'm about to say ok? I think you look hot. Total milf honestly. If I didn't know you had a kid I wouldn't think you did. Also If I didn't know Jinyoung I would take you for myself. You know I'm not the lying type. I'm serious you look amazing. If anything Jinyoung may be more attracted to you than before. If thats even possible." I couldn't help but smile at the compliments Jb was throwing at me. "Be more confident kiddo. You always used to be and that's one of the things Jinyoung loved most about you." I leaned over and gave him a hug. I needed to hear that and he made me feel so much better about myself. "The guys and I are going to go out for a bit, but we'll be back later is that okay?" I nodded and moved over so he could get up. "Just be careful please I want all of you to come home in one piece. Okay?" He nodded and I took Jae to the store while they got ready. When I got home they all helped me unload the groceries and played with Jae for a bit. They were all dressed so nice, and I couldn't take my eyes off of Jinyoung. He's so handsome and I want him all to myself. One by one they all came and gave me a hug and walked out the door. "Jagi I'll be back soon okay?" I nodded and he gave Jae and I a kiss on our foreheads. I felt sad when I saw him leave, but I know he needs some time with the guys. I hope he gets everything sorted out soon. I want us to be a family soon.