°~you're my after life~°

▪ So..maybe..I'm not ok..¤

A/N: Be careful children. there's gonna be some feels in your pasta-
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geno was tied in his brothers red scarf, laying on the floor with his mind at work. He seemed more quiet and Questioning, but he himself felt nothing, he just felt..tired. And yet he felt no need for sleep, he was just unsure about what he could do in this void. ' what else can i do?' geno wondered. He didn't know if it was night, or day, he didn't even know if time was passing..he sighed. He disided it was best to a least close his eyes, it wouldn't hurt him to just relax, right? As he closed his eyes sockets he soon found him self asleep. ●~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~●
'SANS...' 'what..what was that?' genos mind spoke for him, was that his brothers voice? 'P..papyrus..? Is that you..?' his voice cracked with pure joy. 'YES BROTHER, IT'S ME.' Papyrus spoke once more, but it sounded more disapproving, but it didn't sound that way tords the short skeleton, he was too over joyed. To caught in the happiness of seeing his brother. 'P..pap I..I'm so relieved..! Y..you scarced me to de-' he was interrupted by his brothers own voice. 'SANS.' It spoke, almost emotionless- which shocked geno. (Sans, for the time being.) Papyrus had a look on his face when he spoke genos name, it was in somewhat in disgust and anger. like he hated even saying it. 'YOU REALLY ARE A DISAPPOINTMENT TO ME.' ' wh..what?' geno said, confused and near a hopeless tone. ' YOU ARE SO..USELESS, I CAN NEVER RELY ON YOU FOR ANYTHING- NOT EVEN WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST!' Papyrus seemed to yell in an unpleasantly rude tone. This seemed to tore through the shorter brothers heart- all the way done to his very core. '..I GUESS YOU REALLY CAN'T EXSPECT "SOMETHING" FROM NOTHING.'
Sans didn't know how to respond, and yet he managed to choke out words 'pa..papyrus i-' his mumble of a word was once again cut off by his brothers voice. 'WELL, WHATEVER' the illusion of his brother soon walked off, away from his lazy, depressed brother. 'YOU'RE NOT WORTH MY TIME..' Sans felt more sadness wash over him, after all this time of grief he had faced without his brother, he had come back to tell him the things about himself that his mind dragged onto his back. ' Hehe hee..' What was that? It sounded like laughter, that was some what recognisable to sans... the shorter skeletons pupils followed the laughter to find two cat like crimson eyes, and a seemingly sharp kinfe that was gripped by a hand that wasn't visible to sans. It seemed seemed to follow papyrus, all the way up too his neck. Sans was petrified, he knew what was about what was going to happen, he'd seen it over and over. Tears formed in his eyes as he tried to warn his brother of the danger that was around his neck. 'P..PAPYRUS NO!-' in one blow his fate was marked in a strong, tearing movment. His younger brothers dust spread all around him, and his body was gone. ' Oh god..no..no no no.. no No no no no no no no no no no no NO-' his tears were just inches away from falling, all of his fears and regrets were falling together all around him, getting more louder and louder by the second, showing no sort of mercy. 'YOUR FALUT' 'NOTHING' 'USELESS' 'YOU NEVER CARED' 'YOU COULD HAVE SAVED HIM' He was slowly breaking with every word, he feel to the ground, trying to stop the flood of tears by covering his eyes, but to know avail. His tears became sobs and crys about how dearly he cared for his brother, 'YOU SHOULD HAVE NEVER EXSITED' ' YOU LET HIM DIE-' 'HOW COULD YOU?' his heart was nearly tearing apart. He couldn't take any more of this torement! He screamed, it sounded like more of a cry, his voice box grew sore, and yet he still let out tiny sobs.
'..heehee..what happens next? :)'
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a sharp pain fleed into his stomach when he woke up, making geno gasp for breath. Tears Falling out of his eyes sockets. He curled up into a ball, his tears falling onto his brothers red scarf, although every tear that dropped felt like blood pouring out of him, all the way down to his scaft. It had been..about a solid 2 hour since his nightmare, he was rocking back and forth, his tears still falling to the ground. He heared walking, but it barely sounded like anything while he was sobing..he heared mumbles of words among the lines of 'Come on---' ' say SOMETHING--' whoever was talking finally spoke loud enough to get geno to pay attention 'GENO!' He turned around, genos eyes were full of tears, one of his eyes were glowing a deep red and purple. His hole body was trembling with sadness and anxiety. 'oh jezz.. I didn't mean to--' Geno choked out another sob, it was more quiet, but painful for anyone to listen to. 'hey..hey, shhh' the figure moved closer to geno out of kindness. ' ..you don't need to know my name, just call me reaper, now let me help-' he was cut off by geno, who didn't cut him off, but backed away, ' y..you..can't..can't help me..don't even try..' his voice manged to mumble out. Reaper didn't listen to the sack of depression bone. He picked geno up 'look at me.' Reaper spoke, his words with care, and barely chillful. Geno didn't look at him. 'hey..look at me..' he spoke more steady and a bit more chillful, but to know avail. Reaper brought genos head to him with one chillful finger. 'hey, i..i don't exactly know how to deal with this sort of thing..but..' he brought genos face closer to him, and gave him a small peck on his smile. The peck turned into a kiss- small sobs came from geno, somehow not out of sadness, he sobed out of confusen. Reaper pulled back. 'w..why did you do that..y..y..you idiot...' reaper respond 'because, tori told me, that to cure a deep sadness from a nightmare..you have to give the person you l..' reaper stumble in his words 'l..love...a k..kiss..' '..y..you...love..m..me?..' he cried a litte, not out of sadness but of joy, he lunged at reaper in a hug. Geno had never felt love before, he had never had a lover. And he had never loved somebody. And his love was just starting. ♡~~♢~~~~~~♢~~~~~~~♢~~~~~~~~♢~~~~~● /word count/: 1097