Fix me || Kim Namjoon

Chapter 25

Namjoon

It was just a normal day for me. I greeted happily my parents and my little sister.

"Today is your audition on MDC right?" Eomma said.

"Ne" I answered while handing the rice to Ji hee.

"But you heart" Ji hee said.

I smiled. "I can manage" I said then started to eat.

Actually I'm really worried. My father convince many times not to audition but I want to. I want to dance. I want to improve. I want to be with Dara.

"You should tell the boys" Appa said.

"Ne. I will"

...

"Boys, can I talk to you for a second?" I said.

They all sat in the living room. I stand in front of them. My heart started to beat faster.

"I have something to tell you" I said.

They just nodded. They know if I'm gonna tell them something serious.

"I will go straight to the point. My heart is weak"

"That's a joke right?" Taehyung said.

"Not funny hyung" Jimin said while trying to smile.

"I'm not joking" I said.

They were shocked.

"My heart is weak since I was born. This case is different. It's getting weaker" I said.

Yoongi hyung grabbed my collar. "Why didn't you tell us!" Yoongi hyung shouted.

The boys tried to stop him.

"Mianhae" I said then looked down. I can't look at them. Jungkook hugged me. Everyone joined us.

"I'm sorry. I was just so shocked. You should have told us sooner" Yoongi hyung said while patting my back.

"Does pd-nim know about this?" Hobi asked. I nodded.

"How about Dara? Does she know?" Jin hyung asked and I shake my head.

"Are you planning to tell her hyung?" Jungkook asked.

"No. I don't want her to be worried." I answered.

...

While Dara is teaching some dance step. I'm feeling a little bit dizzy. I can't see clearly too. I started to breathe heavily.

Dara..

I fell down. My head is spinning. I can't breathe. I saw MDC surrounding me and I feel Dara's hand on mine.

"D-dara" I whispered. I can't hear what she's saying.

"I'm sorry" I said.

Some nurses transferred me into the stretcher. In a blink of an eye, I was surrounded by doctors and nurses. I tried to look for Dara and then I saw her at the door. Crying.

"Love, don't cry"

I heard her shouting my name and the boys is trying to calm her down.

Don't cry love.

I will fight.

I will fight for you.