Fix me || Kim Namjoon

Chapter 32

Dara

I woke up to see Namjoon's not beside me anymore. I panicked. I looked around. The boys and Mina are still sleeping. I slowly get up, trying not to wake them up. I went to the dining room and I saw Namjoon washing the dishes. He didn't notice my presence so I approached him and gave him a back hug.

"Good morning love" I said.

"Good morning love" he greeted back.

I saw that he's almost done washing the dishes. 

"You didn't break anything?" I asked.

"Well.. I broke a glass" he said then chuckled. He showed me his thumb. It has a cut. 

"You should have been more careful" I said. He apologized and wiped the plates before putting it into it's place. "Wanna go for a walk?" he asked with a smile. "Sure" I said. We left the dorm. While walking he slowly intertwined his fingers with mine. It's kinda windy today and I love it. After a few minutes of walking we reached the river. We sat on the grass. 

"Love" I called.

"Yes love?" he asked.

"How did you fall in love with me?" I asked.

"I don't know how. I don't know why. I just did"

I smiled. He looked at me. "When I'm around you, I just feel happy for no reason. Just being with you makes me really happy. I know I get jealous over the stupidest things sometimes. I get jealous because I love you, and I don't want anyone else to have you. When I met you, I never really thought that you would mean so much to me right now" 

I love it when he talks like that. I love how he express himself. I love having deep conversations with him. A question popped into my mind and I don't know why. 

"What if the one you love have a dark past?"

"Her past is her past. She don't live there anymore. She just have to forget the past and make herself better" 

I gave him a tremulous smile. We stayed their to watch the sunrise. It was very relaxing. The golden rays of the sun give a bright coloring to the clouds and meadows, mountains and valleys. The first rays of the sun are cool and bracing to the eyes. The beauty of sunrise is beyond description. Me and Namjoon enjoy its reddening beauty. 

"How about some coffee while we're watching the sunrise?" Namjoon asked and I agreed. He helped to stand up and we went to a coffee shop nearby. When we entered the coffee shop, the space is very cramped, with a small aisle around the counter to order and then find a seat in the back. There are several rooms as well as a small open courtyard that would be perfect in the Summer. Each room has incredible wood detailing on the windows and ceiling. The benches were a bit hard, but there were plenty of pillows and blankets at hand. We walked to the cashier. 

"One Cafe Latte and Grilled ham and cheese" I said.

"Iced Americano and Grilled ham and cheese" Namjoon said.

I told Namjoon that I would pay for it but he refused. We sat at a table near the window so we could watch the sunrise. "Why Iced Americano?" I asked. "I like Iced coffees" he said. Oh, now I know. 

"It's pretty right?" I asked, referring to the sunrise.

"Yes it is"

I caught him staring at me but he quickly looked at the sunrise. It made me blushed. After a few minutes our order came and we started eating. His stares make me uncomfortable. I couldn't look him in the eye because I was too shy.