Rasheed
"Please call him " gabby begged me I sighed knowing she was just worried about him. "Hello" he was sobbing in the phone I looked up his location "bro you needa pull through you gotta family-" he cut me off "no I don't gabby don't wanna be bothered with me anymore I'm pushing her away I'm turning into my old self only way I know how to grief is to push people away " I sighed and it's true he does it unconsciously "boy just accept that Mommy is happy in heaven " he hung up he a mess "he's at his trap house " gabby hugged me "I miss her too " I hugged her back she didn't let go for a good twenty minutes Shad busted open my door "gabby what you doing " she looked at him he was angry for whatever reason.
"You fucking my girlfriend " he asked laughing "my nigga you drunk. " I was annoyed with his behavior but I knew shit like this don't heal. "Baby let me take you home. " she pulled him and he stumbles behind her. They left and I prayed for my brothers
Keyshawn
Shit was crazy over this way to keep my self busy I shopped for my unborn baby Iant kno weather its a boy or a girl so I just bought bottles and stuff Iant buy the crib yet. I wish my Mommy was here she'd help. I sighed going to check out my wife called me "Yo "
"Don't answer the fucking phone like that "
"Watch yo damn mouth when you speak to me " I say
"Keyshawn come home " i didn't say shit
"Didn't I say I was out shopping for my baby " she sniffled "but key I'm scared " I smack my lips "ite I'm on my way mama " I hooped in the car and drove to the crib I thought about all the time I lost I could've been spending time with my Mommy she was perfect and Gabrielle reminded me of her Shad better take care of her.
I came home to my very pregnant wife she wasn't that big but her feet were swollen and the mood swings were crazy i cooked and prayed over the food "key I love you when you pray you do it well" I kissed my wife "thank you beautiful " I loved her and now that I have been reading the Bible a lot I realize she's my everything. She smiled "baby why you looking at me for " I snapped out of it "because you looking like a snack what chu' mean girl" she giggled I listened to her talk the whole time. Also reminded me of my dad how he used to talk my Mommy head off. I smiled at the thought
Gabrielle
Shad was dunk as fuck "no more drink " he started cracking up "Baby girl what's yo name " he laughed "one more bottle please " he got in my face his breath was disrespectful
"Rashad " he hit me "I said please " I just looked at him "oooohhhhh duh im sorry " he pulled me he was being retarded and rude "I'm drunk okay just give me my bottle of vodka I handed it to him " he sipped on it "even though I love you I'm pushing you away " he said drinking his bottle "I'm really upset about my my my " he slurs "mother passing " he started crying I just looked at him "dammit I can't say it without crying " he said he drunk so more
"But don't tell my brothers " he looks around "I was her favorite " I saw the tears continued to fall it made me sad. I looked down "look at me dammit " he yelled "your my girlfriend right " I nodded slowly "you can't leave me alone again my mommy gon so I need you to tell me stuff she would say " he sniffled drinking some more alcohol
"You can't replace her tho " he said touching my face "I remember getting in trouble every day at school and you know what that equaled " he laughed "every day ass whooping " he laughed "is what is what she called it " he cried more drinking he held his stomach "the first time I lost someone was when I lost Keisha " he drink some more "she was beautiful even better looking then you " he laughed
"Don't be sad its kinda hard to beat "
"And gabby. And gabby and gabby " he tapped me I guess it's true that the truth comes out when your drunk "I never been this drunk I just needa Get high " he pulled my arms "I hate that one bra you wear and you swear like a shirt like shawty no it's a ugly bra " he laughed. He laid in my lap drinking the rest thats was left "and gabbbby i miss herrr so much I saw her in my dreams that's why I'm getting good at sleeping sleeping z z z " I smiled he laid in my lap till he passed out "miss Whitley umm visit him in his dreams " I could hear her and don't call me that ima yo momma. I fell asleep with him in my lap.
