Chapter 4 "Stay calm"

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"Sure what is it?" he looks at me "would you like to get some coffee? I look at the time it's 8:30 "Um sure I can stay out a bit longer". He smiles "Ok let's get going" we start walking he leads me to the coffee shop (lol it's not the one for Ghouls). We walk inside and we sit at a table. "What would you like?"," Just a normal coffee" "Ok". The waiter walks up to us "What can I get you two?", I look at the waiter "I would like a normal coffee" "Alright and for you sir?" "I would like a plain black coffee please" "Alright I'll be back with your orders". I sit there quietly a couple minutes later the waiter comes back with our orders "Here you are" "Thank you" I sip my coffee "So what college are you going to?" I look at him "I go to Tokyo University", "Oh that's a good college". I see him look at my wrist I look away and I sip my coffee, He looks at me "If you don't mind   why do you do that?" "I um.. just been through a lot ya know?..." I say looking away. "I'm really sorry about that" I look away tear rolls down my cheek I stand up "I should get going" I pay for the drink and I walk out the door. I start walking home I quicken my pace, I get home 20 minutes later. I open the door I see her sitting on the couch, She sees me "Oh hey are you alright?" I shake my head no. "I ran the CCG we went out for coffee the officer asked me about my wrist"  "I'm sorry about that". I walk over to the couch and I sit down she puts her arm around me I rest on her and I fall asleep. I wake up two hours later it's 12:00 A.M, I look outside it's still dark I head to the bathroom I grab my blade and I cut my wrist only to make me bleed slightly then I walk out I head to my room and I lay down. I lay there for about two hours I just lay there crying, I stare at the ceiling, I sit up I grab my phone and I call him. "Hello?" "Hey, it's Emiri meet me at the park" "What the hell I thought you hate me" ,I chuckle "I do". Then I hang up I set down my phone and I get up and I get dressed.    

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