What have I become? (A Tokyo Ghoul fanfic) (NOT COMPLETED)(TRIGGER WARNINGS)

Chapter 15 "Friends"

After work I hang out with Rina, Okami and Habieru we all sip on some coffee. I lay on the floor wiping my sort of bloody lip "He hit you didn't he?" Rina says darkly "he's just an ass I'm just gonna clean this up". I stand up and head to the bathroom I look at my self in the mirror my left eye goes black with red veins piping out around my eye. I punch the mirror cracking it I whisper "Fuck you Nishio". I hear a knock at the door "Emiri its Rina..." I open the door slightly she whispers "Emiri your eye! I haven't seen a ghoul like that only when they are really mad or hungry your probably one of them...". I whisper "Rina w-what if I end up killing people or hurting them?" she puts her hand on my shoulder "Listen to me you're fine, come on back". My eye fades "Alright" I sit back on the floor with Habieru I lean back on my hands. My hand lands on Habieru's hand I blush and our fingers intertwine. I put my head on his shoulder "I missed you" he says I blush "Me too" but I get a guilt feeling *Have you really missed him? or you're just acting like a slut?*. 

I growl in anger "I'm going for a walk" "Wait! Emiri let me go with you...please" *I really do need the company* "Alright". We're  outside Habieru grabs my hand "Emiri if anything is bothering y-" I cut him off with a kiss "What was that for?" "I've always wanted to do that ever since we were in high school" he pulls me into a longlasting kiss my heart melts with joy. "M-maybe we should head inside " "Yea lets go" we head inside and chat with the others for the rest of the night. I wake up on the couch *Where am I?* I then look over Habieru sits there staring at me I sit up quickly "Ahh what are you doing?" "Sorry I heard you move so I looked over" "Oh" "Yea you hungry?". *I cant eat anything so ill say no* "No I'm not hungry sorry" "Ahh no problem it's not a big deal" I sit there scratching my wrist gently. Habieru looks at my wrist "Emiri I'm sorry I remember all the things you told me I high school " "Yea its happened so many times at the university with this asshole, I don't know why but he went missing " "Oh that's weird I'm sorry" "I don't want people to pity me I don't want anyone to call me something that I'm not" 

  I say with tears in my eyes, "See I can't even talk without crying...". He puts his hand on my face and pulls me in for a kiss Okami and Rina walk in right as we are kissing "Ooo! Emiri and Habieru are finally kissing!" they say giggling I look at them blushing. I pick up a pillow and chuck it at both of them "Fuck you guys" Habieru looks the other way I look madly blushing. They laugh "Do you remember that time you dressed as a ghoul for Halloween?" "Yea," I say laughing. *At least he doesn't know that I'm a real one* I come back to reality when he is calling my name "Emiri?" "huh? what?" "Oh, I was saying if you wanted to go to this cafe with me". Rina and Okami start ooing "Shut up guys, I would love to go just let me get ready" "Ok". I go to my spare room and I put on this really pretty purple lace dress, I walk out I hear Rina and Okami say "Emiri you look so pretty!" Habieru looks over "You do" I blush slightly I clear my throat "Let's get going shall we?". We leave and head to the ghoul cafe or whatever you want to call it. "Any way we head inside and we sit at a table, I look over to the counter and Touka is staring at me.  

She heads over here "May I take your guys order?", Habieru orders first "Ill just have a regular coffee"  "Alright and you miss?" "Ill have the same please" "Alright I'll be right back" She walks away but waves for me to follow. we head upstairs "What are you doing with that human?" "He is my friend" "Friend!? he'll expose us don't be stupid" "I'll be careful I got rid of Rize so the doves won't be on us that much". She goes to a whisper "If you screw this up I will kill you", I head back down "Sorry about that I had to talk to her about work" "Its ok". She walks up to us with our coffee "Here you two go" "Thank you". We sip on our coffee making small once a while "I'm sorry I was such a freak in high school" he puts his hand on my shoulder "Emiri listen to me you are the nicest person I've met and your my best friend... yea your weird but I am too that's why I like you" "Habieru... that's the nicest thing a person has ever said to me you always say nice things so I'm not saying that was the first...Ahh   

 sorry, I talk a lot when I'm nervous." he places money on the table "Come on let's go" "Ok". We get up and we leave, we head to a cemetery I whisper "Habieru why are we here?" "I wanted to put this on my parents grave" he puts this note by their grave "Whats it for" "Its something I never got to show them" I sigh I turn away holding back tears  *Fuck reminds me of my parents* I feel a hand on my shoulder "Emiri you crying", I feel tears on my cheeks so I wipe them away, I whisper "My parents were killed right in front of me that stupid bastard!" I said clenching my fist. Habieru grabs me gently and pulls me into a tight hug I cry softly he stokes the back of my head comforting me. We head back home. Rina and Okami look at us "What the hell you guys were gone for a while" "We had a little problem ok?" I say snapping a bit "Why the fuck do you care anyway?" "Whoa! Emiri calm down I was just worried", I turn and I run to my room Habieru runs after me. I sit there crying into my knees Habieru puts his arm around my back I sniff, then I talk but its muffled "How can you like me i-if I'm like this?" he lifts up my face his face his face is 

close to my face I look away he rubs my cheek with his thumb he whispers "Your the nicest girl I've met...and the weirdest one you've always been so nice to me in high school and even now.." I turn to him our lips meeting in a quick kiss, a light blush appears on my face.

A/N: Thank you evryone for reading this :)