What have I become? (A Tokyo Ghoul fanfic) (NOT COMPLETED)(TRIGGER WARNINGS)

Chapter 14 "A very sick Dove"

*Warning* this chapter has an almost rape scene if you don't like this I suggest you leave now if you don't mind then keep reading

I wake up and leave. I roam the crowded streets I finally get to the ward one or as others say "Dove headquarters". I go inside I roam around trying to find my way around "Hey!" I quickly find a Dove that is staring at me "yes?", "Aren't you that one who was attacked by the beinge eating ghoul?" "Yea that's me, I um also need help by the way" "Sure what is it?" "I um was hoping I can join the crew or investigation or whatever you would call it?"

"Oh yea we just got to sign paper work and also you have to go through this ghoul detector". (DUN DUN DUN!!) I walk  through the ghoul detector. I think *Yes! I didn't beep *claps hands* "Ahh...very well your not a ghoul anyway let's carry on...".
We get to the room he locks the door he turns off the light he pushes me to the wall his hand goes right to (you know where)

He rubs me softly he pushes his body against me he keeps rubbing me slightly rougher. "S-stop please I don't want this...". I think *If I try to kill him I'll expose my secret I don't know what to do..* he pulls his hand from me he zips down his pants and he pulls out his (Hmm!) He starts stroking it he leans in and whispers in my ear "Your making me so hard..your going to have to suck me.." "N-no!" "Do it! Or I'll kill your boy friend.."

A tear rolls down my cheek I insert it in my mouth he thrust slowly I gag and I cry harder. He moans, he grabs my head and shoves it even more down my throat I choke he chuckles then he releases into my mouth. He pulls out it drips. He grabs my hair and whispers in my ear "Take your pants off now!" "No.." "What did you just say?" "I said no!" I clench my fist I look at him and I punch him in the face.

"Arg! Now your gonna get it" he tries to punch me I grab his wrist and I twist his arm and I pin him arm behind his back. "Arg! S-stupid bitch!" He grabs my hair and slams my head on the desk, I sit up grabbing my head I pull my head away and I see the blood dripping down my finger tips. *Shit!* I look at him and I thrust my foot in his face he stumbles back and he crashes into the book shelf I grab my stuff and I run out.

I slam the door behind me everyone looks at me i keep  running until i get outside. When I exit the door i trip and fall on my  face "Are you ok miss? I look up "Oh Emiri!" He offers me his hand I grab it and I stand up. He takes me over to a bench and sits me down he pulls out some alcohol wipes and some bandages "Sorry we will get stitches later this will have to do" "It's alright its better than nothing..." I look at him tears in my eyes.

I get up "I have to go.." then I walk away, I start running home *Why does bad stuff  happen to me?* I start crying as I'm running I finally get home. I sit on the porch for a while thinking about what happened. I call the police and I tell them everything, i sit there trying to catch my breath I
Stand up and I head inside. I walk into the house "Andrew?" "Yea?" He says walking into the room his eyes lead to my head.

"What happened was it that asshole!?" "No I just fell" I say laying "Alright... at least let me clean it up for you" He leads me to the bathroom he cleans me up and puts ointment on my cut. "Why did you call my name?" I look at him for a minute "because my liking for you is fading and I think I should leave so we can find someone different and also I would've tried to kill you or I would've killed you so this is best for the both of us.."

He looks at me for a moment the he walks away I walk to my room and I get all my stuff and I get dressed and I leave Andrews house and I walk to work. (You guys must be really confused so when I wrote this a while ago the girl that was my girlfriend in the beginning of the story I liked her in real life but that was a year ago and the boy in this story I liked him last year too. So anyway this next boy in this chapter and so on he is my boyfriend in real life and we have been dating for 4 months so sorry for confusing you guys I really am sorry  😅)

I run into Rina and my other friend. "Hey good thing  we ran into you Emiri look who we found it's Habieru!" "H-habieru I haven't seen you since highscool!" . I whisper to Okami "W-what did you bring him you know I have a huge crush on him!?" She giggles and whispers back "That's why I brought him". I blush really hard and I look the other way Habieru puts his hand on my shoulder. "Emiri?" I turn and I blush.

"H-habieru!?" I hug him tightly then I cry "I-im sorry for not calling or texting you I-i have a lot of stuff going on". Everyone hugs me he responds "Its ok" "Hey Rina, Okami? Can I live with you guys?" "Yea that's fine" "Don't worry I won't be around alot". "Why? will you be with Habieru?" Okami says teasingly. I blush hard "N-no I gotta go to work!, I have to go before I get my ass kicked by Nishio" "ugh I swear if he lays a hand on you I will kill him!"

I sigh "Thanks Rina anyway bye.." then I walk off"

A/N: Hey guys thank you for everything only if your still reading this shit. Anyway I will try my hardest to make this story better only if you think it's shit anyway I will try I just don't have enough time on my hands 😞