What have I become? (A Tokyo Ghoul fanfic) (NOT COMPLETED)(TRIGGER WARNINGS)

Chapter 7 "Killer secrets"

As we are going home I get a text. "Hey, kid meet at the cafe" "Alright... why?", "We just need to talk" "Alright see you soon" "Yea whatever". We get home "Hey um guys I um actually I have to go somewhere I'll be home soon" then I walk away. "Hey I'm coming meet me outside" "Alright" I put my phone away and I continue walking. He is outside, "Um so what's up?" He grabs my arm and pushes me into the ally way, He whispers "Are you keeping your eyes out for any Doves?" I whisper back "Yes I actually ran into one" "Did he do anything to you!?" What! no,  why are you worried about me anyway? you just beat me up a few weeks ago... Wow have nothing to say?. He grabs my neck "Don't make me kill you!" He says sharply whispering I try to peel his hands off my neck  "I-i'm not scared of y-you!" He throws me. "You're pathetic..."   then he walks away.  I lay there trying to catch my breath, the female Ghoul walks over to me are you ok?" I sit up "Yea I'm fine" I get up and lean against the wall "Come on I'll take you inside"  She helps me inside and sits me on a chair. "I have to get back to work, let me know if you need anything" then she walks away. I sit there for a while, the female Ghoul walks up and she hands me a coffee. "It's on the house" "Thank you, I have a question is it alright if I ask your name?" "It's Touka" "That's a nice name well I should let you get to back to work". "Hmm well maybe Mr. Yoshimura will let you work, well he did take you in let me ask". She comes back later "Mr. Yoshimura wants to see you upstairs". I nod then I head upstairs. Mr. Yoshimura shows me how to make coffee, "I'm going to show you how to eat in front of people" He picks up a small sandwich and takes a small bite "The key is to take a bite then swallow it, then pretend to chew ten times then swallow. But make sure to throw it up otherwise you get sick, now you try". I take a small bite but I spit it out "I can't do it!" He chuckels "What's so funny?" "Your expressions they make me laugh" I sigh "I'll never fit in.." "Well as long as you keep trying you will fit in, we will try again tomorrow" "Thank you Mr. Youshimura". I walk out and I start walking back home. I come home an hour later I walk in the door "I'm home!" my girlfriend is sitting on the couch "Where did you go?" I walk over to the couch and I sit down. "I got a pretty cool job", I go into a whisper "Is my friend still here?" She shakes her head no. "Ok so I got a job at a Ghoul cafe" "Oh nice," She says smiling I lay back on the couch. I pull out my phone "You're lucky I didn't fucking kill you" "Haha the only reason why you won't kill me is that you don't want to take over my job so that's why you didn't asshole" I put my phone away and smirk at myself.