him//joey birlem

five

 It is now 5pm. Ella left about an hour ago. I haven't heard anything from Joey ever since he left..is it weird that i might like him? Like more than a friend? Uhh idk! He is just so sweet and hot and just..perfect!😍 but idk if he likes me back..like yes we basicly made out last night and slept together and this morning was literelly the cutest thing ever! But what if he only did all that bc he felt bad about me or something? Nah idk. I heard the doorbell so i jumped off the couch and ran to the door, thinking it was Joey, but nope..it was my mom.
Vanessa:hey mom..you came earlier today..
Lillys:yea, i came a little earlier today bc i have to be there longer tomorrow.
Vanessa:oh..so do you and dad have any plans for tonight?
Lillys:yes, we are going over to Jen and Drew for dinner. And you are comming too.
Vanessa:k. When are we leaving?
Lillys:in about one hour so go get ready.
I walked up to my room 

 I did my makeup and i put my hair in a ponytail. I layed on my bed and grabbed my phone. I just watched shameless untill my dad came home and we had to leave. I was a lil nervous..idk why. I was just thinking about Joey..and the thought of him just made me so nervous and gave me butterflies in my stomack! I do like him! I just know it. We arrived there and i said hi to everyone and that was when i saw Joey walking down the stairs..looking as hot as allways. Im proud to say i kissed, hugged and slept with that!😂 but jesus!😻🔥  

Joey:heyy!
He hugged me.
Vanessa:hey!
He said hi to my mom and my dad too.
Jen:you two can hang out untill we are having dinner.
Joey:alright, wanna go to the park?
Vanessa:sure, lets go.
We walked to the park and sat on the swings.
Joey:so..how are you?
Vanessa:good..
Joey:are you sure? Vanessa..ik something is up. And i want you to tell me what it is.
Shit. I cant tell him about me family..i don't want to.
Joey:Vanessa. Tell me...is it something about your family?
Vanessa:uhh ok yes! It is something with my family! Its just that i am so sick of beeing alone 24/7 while they are at work all day. Then they go on cute dates before they come home and have sm fun with eachother! While i am at home starving for food! My mom never makes dinner for me, only if we are having guests over for dinner. They dont care about me Joey. Noone does! And i just feel so lonenly...i have noone! You are allways at school, Ella found a few new friends that she also hangs out with...i am allways alone. And its making me crazy! Everything might look perfect in my life but really, my life is just fucked up! My life is literal shit Joey! I cry myself to sleep almost every night..i just hate my life sm...
I felt tears running down my cheeks. It hurts. Joey got up and stood on his knees in front of me and held both of my hands while looking at me, deep in the eyes.
Joey:Vanessa you are not alone. Im allways here for you. Whenever you need me, ill be there for you. I promise. I will allways be by your side Vanessa..allways! Everything that you go through, ill go trough it with you! Vanessa..i-i..
Vanessa:you what Joey?
Joey:i love you Vanessa..❤
I looked at him with a surprised look before i leaned in and kissed him.
Vanessa:i love you too Joey💓
My heart was racing, my stomack had butterflies flying arround and i was so happy inside. I just wanted to kiss him forever. Be in his arms forever. And look at his beautiful eyes and smile forever..be with him forever. I love him. I really do. He pulled back and smiled while placing his hand on my waist.
Joey:Vanessa..  

 ??:Vanessa and Joey! Time for dinner!

 We looked behind us and saw Jen and Lillys. Joey:comming..😒He looked back at me with a sad look. We both got up and walked back inside. Everyone was already at the table eating so me and Joey sat down next to eachother and started eating. I was notexing Joey looking at me a few times. I looked at him and showed him a fake smile. He grabbed my hand under the table and we both continued eating, acting like nothing. When we finished eating we had to leave bc my parents think i have to go to school the next day. I said goodbye to Jen, Drew, Sophia and then Joey. I gave him a big hug and he wispered in my ear:

Joey:meet me at the park, by the swings, tomorrow at 11am.
Vanessa:ok
I wispered back and smiled. then we left.
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[the next morning]
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I woke up at 10am. I was meeting Joey at 11 so i got up and changed to blue, bape sweatpants, a black croptop and my black hightop vans. I brushed my teeth and all that stuff and then left. I sat on the swings and played a game on my phone as i was waiting for Joey to come. After about 5 minutes i heard him yell my name. I looked behind me and it was him. He came up to me and grabbed both of my hands and made me stand up in front of him. He had a scared look on his face.
Joey:Vanessa..idk what you are gonna say when i tell you this! But idc! I have been keeping it inside of me for so long rn and i just have to say it.
Vanessa:ok! What is it?
Joey:Vanessa i like you. More than just a friend. And i want to ask you if you want to be my gf?
I smiled and kissed him.
Joey:i'll take that as a yes?
Vanessa:yes❤
I kissed him again and we both smiled.  

We sat on the grass and talked. I was sitting and Joey had his head on my thighs.
Vanessa:don't you habe school?
Joey:do you really think i give a shit about school? Id rather be with my beautiful gf then go to school and see all those ugly ass people!
I laughed and me smiled.
Joey:you know that i love your laugh?
I looked up and smiled. But that smile faded away as soon as i remembered that i am not even allowed to date anyone! Did i tell you that my parents are strickt as fuck when it comes to me dating someone? No? Well they are! They will kill me if they find out i am dating Joey and that i made out and even slept with him! FUCK!
Joey:Vanessa?
Vanessa:yea?
Joey:what are you thinking about?
Vanessa:nothing..
Joey:Vanessa if we-
Vanessa:is it ok if we keep "us" lowkey?
He stared at me with a confused look and did not answer for a good 20seconds.
Joey:why?
Vanessa:bc..
Joey:bc what?
He sat up and looked at me with that confused look of his.