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I walked in the kitchen and saw a plate with chicken and potatos. I assumed it was for me so i just grabbed it and went up to my room and ate it. As i was eating i got a text from Ella.
Ella:Hey girl! I heard you got out of the hospital! I can't wait to see you again! Was wondering if you want to join a party at my house? Come over at 7pm!
Vanessa:im in!
I looked at the time and it was 5pm. So i got up and changed. I wore a cute black dress, a ripped jean jacket and my vans. I straightened my hair and did my makeup. Finally something i can do that will get my mind off of everything that has been going on. By the time i was ready it was 6:30pm so i decided to leave a little earlier. I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs and to the door.
Max: where do you think thag you are going?
Vanessa:to a party.
Lillys:who said you can go?
I gave them a bitch stare, showed them the finger and left. I grabbed my skateboard and skated over to Ella's house. By the time i was there, there were already many people at the party. I walked inside and a wave of alcohol smell hit my face. I smiled and walked to the kitchen. I saw Ella. We hugged and started talking as we drank a beer. We cathed up with eachother and she told me about this new kid at school. Charles, whas his name. ??:yo Wassup girls!?
Ella:Vanessa! This is Charles!
Charles:oo so you are the girl that everyone talk about!
Vanessa:i guess, haha!😂
Tbh he was pretty hot. And funny. And totally my type. We walked to the livingroom where i emediatly saw Joey. He was surrounded by many girls.
Charles:Vanessa, whanna dance?
Vanessa:...
I looked over at joey again, and i just thought "fuck it". Joey clearly moved on and so am i going to.
Vanessa:Hell yea!
He took my hand and we walket to the middle of the dancefloor. We started dancing and laughing. I noticed that he was comming closer to me. I smiled and went closer to him. It got to the point where our bodys were touching and he was grinding on me. My arms were arround his neck and we were both smiling at eachother. It felt so good. Not the grinding! But to be-  

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I mean dancing with Charles wasent bad. I liked it, but uf felt good to be back. Be the old me. I feel like Joey changed me. I went from not giving a fuck about anything, to giving a fuck about everything and being a pussy. I mean, would i care if Joey broke up with me before? Absolutely not! I would not give a fuck and just moove on. And that's what im going to do. The old Vanessa is back. No more depressing shit! Just YOLO for life!
Charles placed his hands on my waist and looked at me deep in the eyes. I bit my lip as i looked into his eyes. I felt him getting closer to me. I knew he was going to kiss me, and i wasent planing on stopping him. I looked over at Joey and saw him staring at me with a hurt look. I smirked and looked at Charles again. I leaned in and kissed him. I could feel all of the broken peces of my heart floating inside of me and going back together. I don't care anymore. I am going to do whatever i want. If someone tries to break my heart ever again, im just going to say "fuck it" and moove on. Im not going to cry over a stupid guy or stupid parents. Im going to be happy and live every second of my life to the fullest. Ne and Charles pulled away and smiled at eachother. I looked at Joey and saw a mad but hurt look planted on his face. But guess what, i could not care any less about how he felt. I took Charles's hand and took him with me upstairs, to a bedroom. As soon as i closed the door, he turned me arround and pushed me against the wall. He started kissing me and feeling my body. My hands were arround his neck and playing with his hair. He went down to my neck and started giving me hickeys. I started moaning when he sucked on my sweet spot. He lifted me up and layed me on the bed. I took my jacket off as he was taking his shirt off. He got on top of me and we started kissing again. We just layed there kissing for a while, untill we got interupted by-
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