F A L L I N G : (Peter Parker x reader)

S E V E N T E E N

(low key having anxiety because I feel like I didn't spell the title right for some reason.)

btw once when I was in church a girl that was at another bench passed out and she wasn't breathing or anything so they had to use that thing on her where the electricity jump starts your heart and she was taken in an ambulance, she's ok now tho, but it was really scary even tho I didn't know her. idk why I wrote that but yeah

y/n felt overwhelmed. She had been peacefully unconscious with no disturbances until she heard her father's voice. Now all she heard were machines beeping. She wan't fully awake though she was sort of in a dream state, the type when you are aware of your surroundings.

"It was an accident?" You heard your dad whisper shout, "does that look like an accident?"

"I didn't know that would happen." You heard someone respond, you guessed it was Peter.

"Didn't know what would happen? That makes this ok?"

"I-"

"My daughter is in a coma, kid. She's in a coma because of you. Do you expect me to just forget that? To forgive that? Because you were stupid and tried to take things into your own hands look what happened!"

A coma? How could she be in a coma? She fought and tried with all her strength to open her eyes to say something, but no matter what she did or thought she remained still. She was powerless.

The next few months were torture for Peter and the team.

The team didn't know how they were to stop Thanos from spreading death and destruction, only y/n know but no one was aware of that. With y/n gone there seemed to be an emptiness at headquarter's and school. Although the adults had missions and meeting to attend to take there mind off of y/n Peter didn't. He couldn't do anything to feel happy. He couldn't study without thinking about y/n. Before he and she would study together for tests and watch movies together, he couldn't sit on the couch without remembering one of those days. He loved it when she'd laugh at a movie or just laughed in general, the little moments are what he most looked forward to in the day. He loved when she would give him her homework to make sure she had done it correctly, sometimes when she took it back their hands would brush by accident sending butterflies in his stomach. The living room would always be a happy place but now it was a silent reminder that y/n might never wake up. It was torture to be living in Avenger's headquarters.

Peter couldn't even go home. The first night y/n was in the hospital Peter went to sleep at his real home. He couldn't even stay there for a few minutes because he remembered that May wouldn't be returning for a while. He missed seeing his smiling aunt walking around the kitchen, he missed hearing her voice call his name, asking how his day at school had went. He missed hanging out with Ned and y/n, he missed eating larb with May. He missed being important to Tony and the team for missions.
He felt alone.

Peter tapped his foot against the tile ground, a habit he had when he was anxious or growing impatient. He's been stuck in this classroom for forty minutes but finally the bell rang signaling the end of the school day. Peter sprinted out of the classroom before anyone had finished packing up. Of course his destination was the hospital.
On the way there he rehearsed what he would say to y/n in his head. Specifically rehearsing three words, 'I love you'. Today he's tell y/n how much she meant to him, even though she wouldn't be able to say anything back, he needed to show her he cared and was waiting for her.
When he got to the hospital she was gone.

When I say she was gone I mean she wasn't there it kind of sounded like she died srry ❤️