F A L L I N G : (Peter Parker x reader)

E I G H T E E N

little precious child Peter :-) I literally had no idea how to start this chapter so..it's probably really bad, sorry. I'm running out of ideas so if you want to leave some ideas in the comments, thanks for all the support! Also I'm so happy because yesterday I turned fifteen and Peter Parker is fifteen, lol I'm such a nerd.  I also might start doing question of the chapter (instead of day lol) so I know more about my readers :-) The end of this chapter might upset you but trust me, it'll all work out in the end.

At first when y/n woke up she felt a flood of emotions. But she was ashamed to feel fear. She had just woken up from a coma, she should feel gratitude for surviving but a part of her felt terrified, terrified that Thanos would come back and terrified that this time she wouldn't wake up. While she was in what seemed like a never ending darkness of a coma, she could hear everything that her visitors had said. Although she couldn't recall most of these things she remembered her father being mad and Peter visiting her for hours, that was about it. But then she revisited her memories from what happened before. Thanos attacking and- wait, she knew how to stop him! In her mind she had to leave immediately to tell the team even though she probably shouldn't try getting up. 

The places on her body that had once been bleeding out were now stitched up and almost completely healed. How long had she been out? And more importantly what had happened while she was out?    

Despite all of these questions and emotions y/n yanked the breathing mask from her face and the IV from her arm. She stood up and looked to see if there were any clothes in the small hospital room, surprisingly there were a pair of her jeans and a t-shirt on the chair across the room. Quickly she dressed and slipped her black platforms on. She made sure the hall didn't have any unoccupied nurses before walking into one of the two elevators at the end of the hall.

Little did she know that when she was going down Peter was in the other elevator going up.

When she stepped out into the busy city cold air hit her and chilled her bones. A thin layer of white snow covered the ground. What month was it? She couldn't go just then, she'd get frost bite before making it to headquarters, not to mention she didn't know the way. So as much as she hated to do so, she turned around and walked back into the hospital but before she could even begin to think of a plan someone rammed into her and both of them fell onto the tile ground. 

"y/n?" She heard the person ask surprised.

She looked up and found herself staring into the beautiful eyes of the person that often took up a majority of her thoughts. Peter Parker.  

"Pete!" She exclaimed in excitement. Within seconds he had pulled her off of the ground and engulfed her in a tight hug. His arms were wrapped around her protectively and for that small moment everything else was gone. She had no worries, she felt safe.

"I was so worried about you!" Peter whispered to her. "I thought you'd leave me." He whimpered, a few tears escaped his once joyous eyes and tangled into her hair. 

Sadly both of them parted from their once tight embrace. But He still held onto her hand as if he was afraid she'd disappear.

"What's the date?" Y/n asked.

"January ninth, you've been out for about four months, May still hasn't woken up."

"And Thanos?" Y/n asked in a worried tone, she shivered in fear of the answer she'd get.

"Still unstopped." Peter replied looking at the ground as if embarrassed. 

Y/n bit her lip, this was a reaction she had when nervous. "We should go before the doctors realize I'm gone, I think I may know how to end this."

Peter nodded in agreement before asking "Do you have a hood or something?" And when y/n shook her head he pulled his hoodie off without hesitating and handed it to her. "It's warm enough, come on." He grabbed her hand and pulled her with him out of the hospital and into the city.

When they got to headquarters there was an emotional reunion between y/n and the team, they had gotten hold of Nebula too. But something felt different. Y/n looked around the room before realizing what it was. "Where's everyone else?"

 The room fell silent as nobody knew how to answer. But everyone had the same saddened expression on their face. "um..y/n" Tony began to say, "We fought like hell and..not everyone made it.-" Y/n took in a jagged breath. 

"What?" She asked not wanting to understand. 

"Vision, Wanda, Pietro, Gamora, Clint..they um..didn't make it." Tony, a tear slid down his cheek.

Y/n felt a knot form in her stomach, she started taking in deep breaths. "I-I what?" She asked confused, how could all of this happened? She didn't understand. Gamora was gone. And so was everyone else but Gamora, the woman who had taught her everything she knew about combat, who'd always comforted her since she was a little kid, the woman she saw as a mother was gone. And she'd never said bye. Peter reached for her hand but y/n pulled it away, "I-I need a moment." She said quickly before running to her room and bursting into tears. Peter was going to go after her but Quill stopped him. He said that y/n needed some space first. There were tears visible in Quill's eyes, everyone had lost a loved one. And even Natasha who was always stayed strong cried.

She never even told Gamora how much she cared for her. This stroke fear into her what if she couldn't tell everyone else how much she cared about them. 

Today's question: Do you collect anything? I do, I collect dolls but I don't really tell anyone because some people hate on that. "You're too old for dolls." or "that's weird."