F A L L I N G : (Peter Parker x reader)

N I N E T E E N

Question of the chapter: How long have you been a marvel fan? It might sound crazy but I've always been a marvel fan, since I was a two year old I'd watch Spiderman, Hulk, Ghost rider, Blade yeah you get it lol

Also in this book the Avenger's tower is remaining as headquarters not the one upstate.

Y/n had sat crying in her room crying for over an hour mourning the death of her friends. She had never lost somebody that she held so close to her heart. It wasn't fair, how could Thanos do such cruel things and get away unpunished?

"y/n?" Came Peter's voice from the other end of y/n's room door.

"Yeah?" y/n asked wiping away the cold tears from her eyes.

"Are you ok?" He asked her with concern in his voice.

"Yeah, I'm fine." y/n said in the most enthusiastic voice she could fake.

"No you're not." Peter said opening the door, he stood in the doorway and looked at y/n with a sad expression. She looked over at him with a fake smile but when she realized he wasn't convinced she looked back down at the skull rug next to her bed. By this point in their friendship Peter knew what jokes and memes made her cheer up but none of that seemed to work this time. He didn't know what to do so he sat beside y/n quietly. "I'm sorry..about what happened." He whispered softly. "I know you were friends with them, especially Gamora. Maybe you should talk to your dad about it."

Y/n shook her head blinking back tears. She didn't want to cry in front of anyone.

"It's ok to cry y/n." Peter mumbled looking at her.

"It just feels like all this stuff is happening and I can't do anything about it." y/n said wiping her eyes. "It's like I just make thing worse."

Peter's face twisted into confusion. "Why do you think that?" y/n just shrugged and brought her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them.

"Remember how you said you were afraid of heights?" Peter asked her.

Y/n nodded. "Why?"

"Let me show you something." He said taking her hand and intertwining their fingers softly.

Peter picked y/n off of the ground and led her down the hallway. He told her to stay silent, they weren't supposed to be out at night while Thanos still remained unstopped.

"Were are we going?" y/n asked Peter in a whisper but he he didn't answer. The two ended up on the roof of the tower.

"Whenever you feel afraid of heights remember this view, without going high up you wouldn't be able to see it." Peter told y/n leading her to the ledge. When she looked over the ledge she saw the towers' lights glowing in front of a beautiful view. Although it was cold, they didn't feel it because they were too distracted.

"It's so..pretty" y/n said admiring the view.

"Yeah I know right." Peter responded hoisting himself onto the ledge.

"But that doesn't make me less afraid of heights." y/n told him.

"Wanna swing through the city?" Peter asked her smirking.

Y/n shook her head, stepping away from the edge. "No way." She said, almost too quickly.

"Well, can you at least sit on the ledge?" Peter asked her, patting a spot next to him.

"Fine. Just..don't let me fall." y/n said a bit unsure, slowly she pulled herself onto the ledge next to him. They talked for a while after that. And while they made conversation Peter couldn't help but smile. y/n did too, she hadn't realized it before as much but when she was with Peter life felt so much better than it actually was. "We should probably head back to our rooms before someone notices we're gone." y/n said sadly.

"Ok. But first I need to tell you something." Peter said nervously.

"What?"

"First just promise me that this won't ruin everything." Peter pleaded.

"Ok, I promise. What is is?" Y/n asked him anxiously.

"Y/n....when I saw what Thanos did to you and you were in the hospital I realized something." He said taking her hands. "That whole time I didn't feel the same without you. I couldn't feel happy, not with knowing that I might not see you again killed me. I prayed everyday that you'd be ok and I-I feel this need to protect you. This need to make sure you're ok. And yo-you're always on my mind, I can never get you out of my head no matter how hard I try. At first I tried to ignore it but now I just can't."

"Peter what are you saying?" Y/n asked him, confused.

Peter cleared his throat nervously before answering her question. "I think that.."

"What? Think what?" Y/n asked him again.

"Y/n, I'm in love with you."

Hello thanks for all the reads! Will there be a kiss in the next chapter? Or will there not? What do you think? *inserts smirking face