I hate making mistakes
Because it means that I'm flawed
Because it shows that I'm vulnerableI hate being flawed
I hate every mistake I make
They are haunting me in my dreamsI hate being seen vulnerable
I hate seeing myself vulnerable
Because I'm the only one who noticed
I'm the only one who cares
And I hate itI don't want to be vulnerable
But I am
And I hate myself for making it obviousAs long as no one notices
As long as no one cares
I can pretend that I'm notBut someone noticed
Someone cared
And this someone is me
And I'm the only oneAnd it's killing me alive
Why can't you see?
Why can't you see me?
Why can't you see my mistakes?Why can't you see that I am not flawless?
Why can't you just ignore my mistakes
The same way you always do
With everyone's mistakesBut I'm not everyone
And when I do mistakes
You all act surprisedIt is surprising
Isn't it?
That I make mistakesIt isn't a bad thing to be surprised
Is it?It wouldn't hurt me
Would it?I'm strong
Aren't I?I'm confident
Aren't I?Why would it hurt me when I make a mistake?
Why would your reactions hurt me?It's bad manners when you point out someone who makes many mistakes
But it can't be bad to point out someone who doesn't
Can it?You are so naiv
But that wouldn't hurt anyone
Would it?Go on
Continue to live in you tiny little bubbleIt's funny
Isn't it?
How easy it is to fool you allWhat do I mean with that?
Oh, nothing
I'm fineAnd now go back to your comfort zone
To your tiny little bubbleI will just sit here
Watching youIt's funny
Isn't it?How easy it is to manipulate you
I like this thought
I could tell you
And you would be shockedI could give you little hints
And you would be worriedOr
I could smile
And you wouldn't notice anythingThat's funny
Isn't it?You can fight wars in your head
But if you stay silent
No one would ever noticeLife is peaceful
As long as you stay silentBut this peace is fragile
An illusionOnly a few words
And it will be gone foreverThat's funny
Isn't it?Oh
Did I scare you?
I'm sorry about thatJust forget it
I can comfort you, if you wantLet's forget about what I said
Let's pretend that everything is fineIt is fine
Right?There's nothing to be sad about
Right?We could go on
Or go out
Do something
Have funYeah
I think we should do thatHave a wonderful day, wherever and whoever you are
Don't forget to smileAnd don't forget that there are people who care about you
I careSo please
SmileAnd not just because I told you
Smile because you mean itI know
It can be hardBut I'm here for you
Don't forget thatLife is funny
Isn't it?We are all just a blink of eye
Compared with the universeBut we take things so serious
That's funny
Isn't it?