And here we are again
You are angry
You are upset
And it's my faultIt always is
And yes, you are right
But you aren't
In fact
You are so wrong
At the same timeI know
You are worried
I know
You aren't perfect
I know
I should be forgivingBut can't I ask for the same?
Can't I ask you a little bit understanding
A little bit calmnessWake up lady
This isn't all about youI get it
You think I'm a child
Maybe a rebellious teenagerBut I have to deal with life as well
And when I don't eat
It's not to insult youAnd when my brain is telling me not to eat
It's not to rebell against something you have done or saidI'm already recovering
And I'm doing it on my own
Because I don't want you or anybody else to worry about meBut when you are mad at me for eating slowly
When you yell at me for no reason
When you are saying you don't want to talk about my eating behaviour every day
When you say you don't want to take me to a doctor
When you say you don't want to impute an illness to me I don't have
Then, PLEASE, leave me alone
I don't want to fight with you
I'm tired of itBut when you're saying these things
I want to scream at you
I want to tell you how ignorant you areBut I don't
Because I don't want you to worry about me
Because I want to fight this aloneBut please
Please, mom
Please try to understand me
Please don't be mad at mePlease
Leave me alone
It's for the best
I'm sorry