December 18th

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December 18th. 

I spent the night at my Nialls last night. I couldnt go anywhere near the empty house. Niall and I, we didnt talk much. It wasnt the same it never will be the same without you Lou. 

I couldnt sleep last night, i havent sleept sense the nigt of the accedent. I didnt even try. I sat on the porch all night and looked up to see if i could find you. I was awfully cold. The winter snow was a beautiful sight this morning. 

I know how much you love the snow, you love to play in it and i love to watch you in it. You drag me out in it and throw snowballs at me. I just laugh and tell you how much i love you. Then we go inside and drink Hot coco and cuddle and watch movies together. I cant tell you how many times weve watched Love Actually together. 

Everyone keeps trying to discuse funeral plans with me. I really dont want to talk about it. I dont think anyone does really. Its supposed to be really soon though, within the next few days. I dont know Love. 

~Harry Styles

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