December 30th.
I saw my therapist today, she was pretty nice i guess. Her name is Dr Gina.
I dont really think it helped. I dont really care to talk to her at all. I dont care to talk to anyone really never do anymore. My lack of talking is making her up dosing my depression medicine. I dont know how i feel about that.
I dont think im getting any worse, but i dont think its getting any better either. Well maybe i am getting a little worse but, i mean i dont know.
I dont think im going to get better any time soon, it hasnt even been a month so what do they expect?
Dr Gina was telling me about this thing happening in the hospital for cancer patients, they re doing some kind of fun raiser thing. Its happening on new years day i believe she said.
I think im going to go to that. Do you think i should? I dont know, just an idea. Sounds like some fun i think. Plus it will help little sick children.
Anyways Louis, how are you? What are you doing? I wonder what its like for you right now. If you even remember your life down here. If you can see me or if youre with me or anything. I dont know.
Everyone tells me that you're here with me and you always will be here with me. Sometimes i believe it and some times i just feel completely alone. I dont really know whats going on, no one does but i hope you're okay.
~Harry Tomlinson
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