December 24th.
Happy Birthday Louis. I love you so much! Today was such a beautiful day. There were way over 200 people there today Baby. All the balloons in the air was such an amazing sight, each one was decorated in its own beautiful unique way. All the boys came.
The only thing that could've made it any better was you. It was done at your memorial. I haven't seen you sense the day of the funeral. I am so sorry. We all sang Hey There Delilah for you and Torn . We sang Little Things, and Moments. We sang They Dont Know About Us. We sang The A Team and Summer Love. We sang Some Where Over The Rainbow and we also sang Look After You.
Almost everyone cried, and hugged each other. I cried with random fans. We all cried together.
It felt as if you were really here, crying and hugging with us. But no. You're not.
After it I finally came home. Its so empty. Nothing is done it looks the exact same way it did before you left. Your PJ's are still on the ground from when you had to change into your clothes quickly that morning. The bed still not made. A cup of very cold tea sits on the counter of the kitchen.
You're not here. The house is so quiet. I keep yelling out your name, as if you'd answer. As if you'd be hiding.
I keep seeing it Louis. The lights of the car. You were so cold. God my head. Please make it stop. I feel pain everywhere.
I keep seeing you. I cant see anything. The blur in my eyes is taking over. I cant stop calling for you. The room is spinning and there is screaming in my head. Please make it stop. God fuck! Im dizzy fuck it stop it!
~Harry
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Winter Snow
FanfictionDriving to see my parents. Excited about the Christmas party, seeing the family. My mum and father. my sisters and brother. Aunts and Uncles. Everyone. The snow was harsh and the roads where slippery. All i saw were Two Headlights coming towards me...
