Winter Snow

December 26th

December 26th. 

We all went out for dinner tonight. The boys and I, i mean. I woke up at maybe 3pm. Niall woke me up and told me we were going to go. It wasnt bad. 

We went to some place i've never gone before. Far away from here i think, it took us a while to get there.

They kept on asking me if i was okay, and how i was doing. Well Zayn and Louis did. I mean Liam, ugh. 

Anyways the food was good. The servius kind of sucked. It took us a long time to get our food and to even get a table. Not that it was a busy place it was just small. 

We sat around the table and told fun storys about you, well all of us. Just memories, it didnt make me cry it made me laugh. I guess these depression pills are working already, the doctor said it could take a week or two. But he also said maybe a few days. I started last night so. 

Remember the time we were kicked out of walmart? We were making such a big mess in the aisles and they told us to get out. You told the manager you had to use the restroom so he let us before we left. We ended up peeing all over the bathroom walls. 

You only bought one thing though was a shirt. I still have that shirt. I remember once we were in a fight, Niall ended up spending the night and i told him to go find a shirt to wear in our room. It was that shirt that he picked. I ended up crying on him that night. 

It was stories like that we told. Funny stories that made you laugh. I laughed for the first time tonight sense the accedent. It felt nice Louis. The best part about it was it was you who made me laugh. 

All the memories of you. Warmed my heart. We miss your cheesy jokes Lou. 

Over all today was a good day. Sense i slept most the day im not sure if im going to sleep again soon. Probably if i take the pills again. They worked pretty nice. 

Good Night Sweetheart 

~Harry Styles