Misunderstood ✔️

Chapter 19

[ Misunderstood: Ch. 19 ]

Daniel looked straight at me, "Devilla, can you tell me about yourself..?"

I stared at him for a moment and then sighed. "Y-yeah... I can..."

"So, from a very young age... I've had to take care of myself. My parents never really payed any attention to me. I felt lonely. I felt unloved. So I tried whatever I could to get my parents' attention, but the harder I tried, the more they ignored me." I started to explain quietly.

Daniel hugged me tighter. He kissed my forehead making me blush. "So.. I stopped trying. Worse grades, messy house, no money... it was a bad time, but it got me the attention I wanted from my parents.. sounds selfish huh?" I looked down.

"No it doesn't... Devilla, you don't have to explain.. I'm sorry I-" I cut Daniel off.

"I want to tell you..." I said. "Well, I got a boyfriend when I was 15. We had trouble written all over us. We drank, we stole, we did drugs. By then I was lost in my relationship. He made me feel like I was loved and cared for, something I'd never felt before. Even though he really didn't care for my wellbeing, I guess I never cared. I was too caught up with the attention he was giving me to open my eyes and notice that he wasn't really there for me."

"D... I'm so sorry..." Daniel whispered quietly.

"Don't be... I.. put that upon myself... a-anyway... him and I got to the point where the teachers wanted to kick us out of the school, so my parents broke us up. I felt like my world was falling apart. The people who meant nothing to me took away my world.. one thing I didn't tell Jack was that I actually cut myself and even.... tried to commit suicide..." I raised my shorts up and showed him my scars. There were cutting scars a over my upper thigh. Then I turned my arms up. There were two big scars going right up the middle of my arm, one on each.

I could see the fear in his eyes and I looked away, "I know.. they're ugly.."

"No." Daniel said firmly, "You and everything that comes with you is beautiful.. you are an amazing girl with so much in store for the world.. you are special... and D... you mean a lot to me..."

I looked into his eyes. His bright blue eyes... they were beautiful. I didn't deserve him. He was too nice... too generous... too innocent for me.

If I dragged him into my life, I'd be ruining his.. I didn't want that. I cared about him too much to do that to him.. I-I... I loved him.

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