[ Misunderstood: Ch. 21 ]
I stopped what I was doing and laid the razor blade on the counter.
Daniel🌀
Devilla, I have NO idea what going on, but I want you to know that I care. I love you... so much and it hurt when you pushed me away.You mean so much to me and if I find out that you hurt yourself when I left.. I'll never be able to live with myself. Please.. talk to me... I can't bear to see you in pain...
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Daniel... 😭 I love you too... but this isn't going to work...I don't want to bring you into the hell hole I call my life. You don't understand that I'll only hurt whoever's in it.
It would kill me if I knew I was the reason holding you back. You have too much for your future to let me ruin it.
It'll just be better if I'm out of your life.
Daniel🌀
No it won't! Devilla you don't understand! I need you in my life!Please don't do this!
D✨
Bye DanielI love you.
Daniel🌀
I'm coming back! I won't let you do this.D✨
Its too late.I picked the blade back up and got into the bathtub, just sitting down. No water, nothing...
I guess it'll just make it easier.
I pressed the blade to my upper thigh. I cut deep and I gasped, shutting my eyes for a second.
One for letting five amazing guys into my shitty life.
One for telling Daniel and Jack my story.
One for hurting Daniel and Jack.
Finally, one for letting everyone in my life down.
My vision blurred and I dropped the razor. Black dots started to appear in my vision as my head dropped and slammed into the side of the tub, but by then, I was too far gone to really feel it. Then I heard someone running up the stairs. Blackness overtook the rest of me.
*Daniel's POV*
I called Jack. He picked up pretty quickly, "Hey, how's Devilla.""I don't know Jack.." I said, trying to keep the distress out of my voice, but apparently it didn't work.
"What happened?!" He asked, alarmed.
I told him how we were sitting on the roof and she had just opened up to me when suddenly she told me to leave. I left thinking she just wanted some alone time. I told him how I texted her and then she said that she didn't want to ruin our lives and goodbye.
I convinced him to come to Devilla's apartment and I sent him the address. Flooring the gas pedal, I sped back to Devilla's apartment.
When I got there, Jack was already there in front of her door. We went in together. It was quiet... too quiet... the I heard a loud thump.
"Devilla!" Jack and I both yelled. We ran upstairs, looking around, then noticed light coming out of the bathroom. We ran over to the door and the sight I saw was too much.
I broke down as we came over to the tub. "No.." I whispered. Jack was right next to me, bawling. We didn't know what to do...
I punched in 911 on my phone and and an ambulance was now on the way to her apartment. I looked back at her.. she looked so lifeless... how could I let this happen?
jack and daniel are so cute :')
will devilla survive?
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Hayran KurguIt's impossible to understand someone without stepping into their shoes and walking around for a while. Enter a complicated girl with a twisted past and a happy boy who loves people. >EDITED VERSION >UNDER CONSTRUCTION Best Rank: #28 in jackaverymu...