revolving around us

The Secret

"I mean i only date my girlfriend because she wanted to avoid her ex before we were dating we were great friends i only started to like her around 5%" said V "wow that's pretty messed up"  i said. "well yeah cause i like you"said V. i dropped everything in my hand even the marshmallows in my mouth as i freak out screaming "is there something wrong"said T."YES"i said "whats wrong" said V " you you have a girlfriend and and you like me!" i said. The room went silent i calmed down"why do you like me?"i said no response came from T Mom walks in and its time for bed. and all i did was draw and paste and eat marshmallows until i felt better but nothing seemed to work i had one of those light bulbs like on Andi Mack what i did was i went out to a party my friend was at i was stupid at the time but at this point i'd do anything to keep this off my mind.That night i got drunk it was wrong for me to do it but i actually felt better after that.Once i came back in my mom herd something but it seems like she ignored it.I sneak back in the pjs i had one before i left and none found out. Except T he knew but of course he would've found out he's my BFFFFFF he knows everything about me.