My Opinion

Leaving the House

Tis Friday, September 1 and I sit in this hair salon (to get my hair did for school) and I'm bored and sleepy af.

I got up a bit earlier than usual (around 7 am) so the tiredness is a bit expected and since I'm hella shy I don't wanna play this game I downloaded for occasions when I'm out and have no internet.

Like this morning I'm like:

I have Wattpad and this game so I'm going to be A-ok when I'm sitting waiting for my hair to be done

But now I'm like suppose they think I'm some immature girl playing a game made for small children and suppose they look at my stupid library and internally judge me because let's be real I judge ppl all the time when I'm out. Especially when I can see their phone.

The worst thing about leaving my house is that I might see ppl from my school or something.

And today was my unlucky day because I saw two people from school and one person from my old church (two of these people are in the salon with me and I'm about to die[this happened last year also])

Like every time I'm going out, I feel like to put on my WhatsApp status

"You hoes better stay at home because I don't wanna see y'all ugly faces"

But I'm too much of a good girl to do that.

It turned out that I went out again the next day (Saturday) and I saw this guy from skl. I can't.

Like seeing ppl that you know is the worst. Especially if you're not dressed well because what you were going to do didn't take that much time so you didn't see the point.

And then you see a gossip or a hot dude from skl (or not) or YOUR CRUSH! And you're dressed horribly but only you know your excuse. Sigh.

And I know you shouldn't care about what ppl think about u but this is just a part of MY OPINION.

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