My Opinion

Friend Less

I really need to get some friends. Probably some new ones. Like there is a point in my life where I realise that some of the people I hang out with are just shit. Like the shit with razors that Will would rather eat than talk to maura again. [Will Grayson, Will Grayson reference]

But then again i dont think i can handle so many shit people in my life if i got more friends.

I have realised that I am actually a lonely person no matter what I want to say about it. Like I'm not lonely to the point where if one of my friends are in another class or absent, I basically have no one.

But in a way, I kinda am that lonely because there are main characters in my life that if they are missing, I'm no one. Or friendless.

So I'm stuck with my sometimes-shit-friends who are great company some of the time.

I guess when you are naive and young and then you start to realise things is most likely the worst part of your life and also your best.

I realised that people have faults and are unreliable and simply horrible but then again I think I would rather know that my friends are shit than be blinded by naive obliviousness all the days of my horrible teenage life.

I get in certain moods after reading certain books.

Update:

I've read this over and OMG TRUTH!!

I would rather know my friends are absolute shit and they are very unreliable than be let down by them, day after day and have it actually hurt me and negatively affect my day.